"Huh?! Radio?" (again >w<")
First of all, please post the links to three applications (regular OR theme) you have voted on:
★ O n e
★ T w o
★ T h r e e
THE BASICS
01. Name: SG Carlos
02. Age: blackjack
03. Gender: ♀
04. Is that also the gender you would like to be stamped as? doesn't matter.
If this is a re-stamp, feel free to tell us who you were stamped as last time and in what ways you think this person does not correspond to your personality:
I was stamped as Eddie (Silent Hill 2) sometime ago last year. And now that I realized that the basic application has been improved, I think I would like to be re-stamped!
05. Likes: classic video games, cute & violent creatures, classic horror films.
06. Dislikes: crowded places, mainstream, whining children.
07. Strengths: very creative (can draw & write stories), loyal, courteous.
08. Weaknesses: low self-esteem, short-tempered, holds long grudges.
THIS OR THAT
(Please provide a short explanation as well)
09. Optimistic or pessimistic?
Although I try my best to be optimistic, I usually have a rather negative outlook on life. But sometimes (sometimes at the most random of times), I'll be optimistic. Probably when I'm in a situation where if my mentality is pessimistic, I'll lose my marbles, so it's like I don't have any other choice but be positive.
10. Leader or follower?
I guess I can consider myself as a leader; I march to my own drum beat. Sure, I have my moments where I'm insecure and I'm constantly doubting myself. But in the end, when it all comes down to it, I go down my own path.
11. Introvert or extrovert?
Hah. Honestly, I think I'm a bit of both. Sometimes, I'd rather be by myself, keeping myself cooped up in my room and whatnot. And then there are days where I just wanna get out of the house, meet up with a few of my friends, and spend the entire day out on the town. But I guess when it comes to my personality, rather than my mood, I'm on the introverted side. I'm sociably awkward around a lot of people.
12. Mature or immature?
It's fun to be immature, yet being too immature will make you annoying. And being mature means being a respected individual, yet too much maturity will make you some sort of a tight-ass. I think I'm kind of in the middle, standing crooked and leaning a bit towards the "immaturity" side LOL
13. Violent or peaceful?
I am a very pacifist person. I do not like confrontations at all whatsoever. However, if I get mad, I turn into quite the opposite. I turn into a very scary person. And then nothing but violent thoughts are coursing through my brain until I stop and do something about it. Whether it's a healthy way to release anger or not.
14. Selfish or altruistic?
Oh I am anything but selfish. In fact, at times my mum will yell at me for being too giving and nice. I know there are times where people have taken advantage of my kindness or they've totally taken it for granted. But as soon as they learn about my hot temper, they don't anymore LMAO But sometimes, I think that I am really a selfish person on the inside. But I think that's just me and my constant self-doubt.
15. Rude or polite?
I try to be as polite as humanly possible. However, if I get disrespect in return, then don't expect anymore kindness out of me. Also, I lack table manners. And I possess a sailor's mouth, which I'm trying to get control of.
16. Eat here or take away?
I like eating the food when it's fresh out of the kitchen; rather than packing it away, going all the way back home, and by the time you're sitting in the kitchen table the food is cold & needs to get reheated. Not to mention, I like eating at different atmospheres. Always eating at home gets kind of boring.
JUMP DOWN THE HOLE
17. How do you present yourself in the company of friends?
Happy. Weird. Funny. Kind and open-minded. I'm everyone's best friend and I know how to have a good time. Not to mention, I'm usually the one that comes up with the plans, like where we meet up at, what time, etc.
18. And in the company of your enemies?
Very threatening. Quiet. Staring. I won't do anything unless they do something first. Even my friends know when there's a person I despise nearby. They tend to try to calm me down and get my mind off of the person. Otherwise, there's a chance I will do something very "not nice" to them.
19. And what about the company of strangers?
LMFAO Honestly, it's kind of the same thing about how I act around my foes. But minus the heated hatred that comes off of me. Hence, strangers tend to not strike up a casual conversation with me, even when I'm in a social mood.
20. How do you react to people insulting your beliefs (your faith or your opinions in general)?
Usually, I'll feel offended. But most of the time, I don't let people know what are my beliefs, opinions, and whatnot unless they ask; mostly because I don't like confrontations, especially amongst friends. But sometimes, it depends on how hateful their words are, I let it get to me and I'll feel really hurt and bad. Of course, I never let them know.
21. And people insulting your loved ones?
I get mad. But I'm very silent about it, sadly. That's why I usually feel like a coward whenever I don't say something to stand up for my loved ones. And if I don't and I still keep my mouth shut, I guilt trip myself.
22. And what about people insulting you?
Oh... Extremely hurt. And extremely offended. Hell, if it were a friend, I would completely seclude myself from that person for a long period of time, doubting that person and our friendship. However, if it were a stranger, I guess it depends on my mood and how I'm feeling that day. Sometimes, I can brush it off no problem. But most of the time, my blood boils and I wish to do nothing more than to hurt them with my bare hands. Make them feel the pain physically that I'm feeling mentally.
23. Are you better at coping with physical or mental pain?
It depends on how one looks at it. I would say mental because when it comes to physical pain, I whine and cry, not to mention I'm physically weak. And I would keep all mental pain to myself. However, when it comes to mental pain, it constantly comes back and haunt me. Always piles on to my self-doubtful thoughts and whatnot. And it'll eat at me alive. So really, it depends on how you look at it. But all-in-all, it's physical pain I can deal with. That just comes and goes.
24. Are you better at defending yourself physically or verbally?
Honestly, I think it's neither. I'm not all that strong on the inside in out. But then again, the only way I can think of defending myself verbally is by turning the other cheek. Ignoring hateful words & what they got to say. And as for physical... well... I can run LOL
25. Do you prefer to assault people physically or verbally?
Ah... Physically. It soothes the beast within LMAO Not to mention, when I get worked up, my words falter and I'll start stuttering. Or start speaking in Engrish.
THE TOWN THAT TAKES ALL
26. Which Silent Hill character do you LEAST identify with and why?
Hmm... That's a toughie. Each character I can think of, I see some similarities between us. But if I had to pick one character, I think it would have to be... Dahlia Gillespie (Silent Hill) (the game version, not the movie). I don't know... She was just wicked. And downright crazy. But then again, I guess you can say that anyone that was following that cult lost more than a few marbles.
27. Time to introduce you in a CUT SCENE! Are you the protagonist or somebody they meet? If you are the protagonist, then what brought you here? If not, what will you be found doing and how will you react to meeting that other person?
I think I might be someone the protagonist would meet. If anything, I think I would be just as confused and lost as the protagonist. We might run into each other, think that each other is a monster at first, eventually lower our weapons, and have a brief introduction. I think the first impression I would give the protagonist is that I'm timid and probably on the weird side (like give off that vibe that "there's something not right with that person...").
28. Will you stay alone or join somebody else as soon as possible?
I could picture me joining up with the protagonist for a good while. Until we run into a predicament, say like there's a freaky boss monster or something that concerns me, that's when we will go our separate ways. But something tells me that, if I'm still alive, we'll run into each other and team up again.
29. Congratulations, you are now deceased! Next to your corpse, written in blood there is one sentence. What does it say?
"Too easy." LOL j/k Honestly, I'm not sure. Probably something helpful. Like a code or a hint that'll help the protagonist solve a puzzle. The code or hint would have some involvement to me, of course. Like my reason of being there. Or what I knew. Or how I died. Or something involving my past. The possibilities are endless.
30. And which set of lyrics, either from a song or poem would you like us to remember you by?
Ugh... honestly... I can't think of a song right now, nor a poem. I'm sorry, everyone... I'm horrible with these kinds of questions.
31. Lastly, feel free to include one picture (no larger than 600 x 600) or a description of yourself.
I always make weird faces in my photos >3<"
(yes, I'm the one in the purple glasses)