im way out on a limb and im feeling out of touch with my direction. i feel like a lot of the time i try to strike out on my own and be original and unexpected; to delight and surprise. but eventually i end up feeling just as stuck and mundane as before all the excitement. im not alone and i have a net but i feel like im orchestrating a disaster. ( Read more... )

maybe i just need it out in print ( Read more... )

he doesnt want to stand in the way of my family being together ( Read more... )

1. i hopelessly adore tom and i might be in love with him ( Read more... )

life gets more dangerous the longer you live it ( Read more... )

there were nights when we had nothing but a 13" tv and rabbit ears ( Read more... )

i sat with him at dinner and we had casual conversation. i was happy to be with him where we were -- one of my favorites of all the places he takes me. he leaned close to tell me something, engulfing me in panic; i thought this was the part where he tells me he loves me. we remained safe in the "you look amazing" territory ( Read more... )

you told me that i'm the first thing you think of in the morning. you were so reluctant to spit it out. throughout our courtship, i have found that you and i seem to be feeling similar feelings and thinking similar thoughts at the same time. that said, i would like to take this time to explore those thoughts and feelings with you as an audience, ( Read more... )

i was laying in bed this morning, facing him, quite without clothes and quite caught up in my favorite quiet early morning moments. i raised my hand to touch his face and against the window coverings i saw its silhouette; my ring was the only thing i wore ( Read more... )

to paraphrase ( Read more... )