I was supposed to work 4pm-9pm at BJ today, but went in for 2:30pm instead because Pria had hurt her arm. Half-way through my shift I get a txt from Brodie asking if I can cover Aggie's shift, which was to start at 8:45pm. I couldn't get anyone to come in for me at BJ, so I just had to get there as fast as humanly possible. I got there at 9:20pm. I ( Read more... )

I just made an entry and then backspaced and the whole page went back instead uhg fuck it always does that.

There's less to write about when you're in a relationship. Things are still all over the place, constantly up and down. We're passionate and dramatic. I'm tired. There are times I think I can't take it anymore. Times like every other day, I ( Read more... )

More good, less bad. Please Please Please.
The good is the best fucking good there ever was. Home in his arms. The best place to be. Happy Happy. Love Love.

I'm sick of fucking hurting like this. I just want to love each other.

From hell to heaven, all within one day. Well, we sure are passionate. When it's bad it's fucking atrocious, when it's good it's fucking superb. I'm terrified of losing him. I'm not so scared that he's going to leave me, but I am quite afraid that we won't be able to make this work. I hope we can. I really really hope we can. There is so much good ( Read more... )

Taking a step back, I guess. My heart hurts.

I kill as much time as I can while he's working. Eventually there's nothing left for me to do so I stop by his insanely busy work, at midnight. I find him easily, he gives me a kiss right away, and is happy to see me. We speak quickly, because he's so busy, and in work-mode. He tells me to go home, to his home. I walk there alone, his mom lets me ( Read more... )

We got in a big fight a couple days ago. Very nearly relationship ending. I want to forget it. We got past it. I guess we're still learning each others boundaries.
We've managed to spend so much time together lately. Tomorrow night will be 5 days straight. Tonight will be the first night since Saturday that he won't be sleeping next to me. Not ( Read more... )

Lovelovelovelovelove.
Caleb & Shannon's wedding. Love. So much love. Chill causing love.
All of us Casbah girls have boyfriends. Super weird! Love.
Brandon Knight. Love. Love. Love.

So much good and so much bad. All at once.
The best possible thing and the worst possible thing.