So i dont think i have written on here for like two years now, so to catch up on everything im going to give the short version, i am married now to a wonderful man who has never been mentioned on her before i finally got smart and dropped all the drama. i had a little drama before i got married but everything is good now i have 6 months left in the ( Read more... )

so i really havent written in a while so much has happened mainly me breaking up with manny for good now. im with someone else that makes me very happy right now i dont know whats alll going to come of it because he'll be leaving soon but for now im very happy. I've had a lot of drama with moving back to the mag working in safety cause i lost my ( Read more... )

so i wrote my last entry a while ago ive since then moved work places earned the nickname Cricket, mended fences with my ex and started planning for my future. i just had surgery on my belly button. they stuck a camera in there to check out my insides to see why i have the pain i have. havent gotten the results back but im hoping that they find ( Read more... )

So Manny and I are done. I broke some stupid bitches window and now he's embarresed by me. we went a while without talking but now he talks to me a little through text messages. a couple phone calls and if he's druynk enough he'll see me. I've been hanging out with this guy Joe he's pretty cool but he reminds me of Manny. I don't know if I like ( Read more... )

So i pretty much spent Christmas alone. Manny went home and i was left alone. i had to drive 3 hours to the airport to pick up tiff who ended up having an aweful time on leave so she came back early. i missed manny so much. i hate being away from him, i hate sleeping alone. i picked him up from the airport last night and he left again to go to LA ( Read more... )

Me and Manny have been doing really good but the other day we got in to a huge fight and he said he didnt want to see me any more. well i went to phenox last night to drop mike off at the airport i got back at like 1130 and went straight to his room. he let me sleep there with him and he let me hold him so i hope that means that were going to make

yes so i have duty today its going to be a very long day and even longer night. i dont mind duty i just have a really hard time staying awake. so ill keep posting news on the whats happenen here at the squadron.

well i missed thanksgiving with my family and now im going to miss christmas and my b-day and new years also. i have no money so i cant get home. im a payment late on my car and a paymet late on my insurence. i hope my phone bill isnt too high this month i cant afford that either right now. i hope i get that job at the gas station across the street ( Read more... )

Me and Manny spend all of our time together but he still wont be my boyfriend. he'll do ne thing for me and id do the same for him but hes scared to be my boyfriend. i guess i can understand that though everytime we tack on titles something goes wrong. the inbetween times are always great.

i dont wanna grow up cause im a toys r us kid theres a million the sun'll come out tomorrow bet your bottom dollar that its a small world after all its a small world after all its a hard knock life for us its a hard knock life for us.when you wish upon a star