hello, and welcome to my journal. such as it is.

i have a sinus infection & need to go pick up my antibiotics. after that i'm meeting some friends for thai food.

YLY, you make felted stuff. i bow down to you!

so, T & I are throwing a halloween party tomorrow night. some people are actually coming. i feel self-conscious about my cruddy house, but the lights'll be low & there'll be halloween spider webby things hanging up, etc. i just wish T would hurry up & get here; i feel like there is so much to do, and that as usual i have to do it all by myself ( Read more... )

are all blogs as boring as mine? is there anyone who wants to read about these detailed thoughts (usually unimpt) of mine?

one day T expressed interest in reading my blog. maybe it wasn't interest, he was just pointing out that i had a blog & he knew nothing about it. should i let him read it?

if you have itunes, check out the technicolor web of sound, which can be found under classic rock. i LOVE this station. maybe it's what is making me long for curried eggplant & hash brownies & dayglow crocheted flowere everywhere.

i'm in another slump where i feel like my life is so lackluster & devoid of creative outlets. do i get like this every summer? where i try to track down pierre pre$$ure in the hopes that some magic dust will fall from his dreadlocks & bless me ( Read more... )

altho my mom's been dead for over five years, i still think of her a lot. i was just eating a piece of toast and thought of her. mom wasn't the greatest cook (altho some of her dishes were actually quite good); maybe it was just that she didn't particularly LIKE to cook. anyway, i laughed when i recalled one of my best friends saying that my ( Read more... )

my new love is KEFIR. yum. it's a fermented milk product, kind of like yogurt, but made with different bacteria. very pro-biotic & pre-biotic, meaning it promotes the good bacteria that live in your intestinal track. it tastes good, & i can't get enough ( Read more... )

i did a counseling session w/MM last night, and i think i gained a little insight into the relationship thang, & my confused/lack of feelings: i feel suspicious because i can't find anything wrong with T! in past relationships, even long-term ones, i probably knew at least subconsciously that it wouldn't work out in the long run. and if someone ( Read more... )

so i started dating T seven weeks ago. we basically went from email to dating to goin' steady in about two weeks. and i've been on an emotional roller coaster ride ever since. here's what happens: i experience some strong feelings for him, which i then communicate. then, a few days or a week after that, my feelings shut down, and i feel ( Read more... )

in my dream i was going with alan, my high school valedictorian who has turned out to be gay (in real life and in the dream). but in the dream i was making out with jay, a good looking guy who was one of the smart kids, and also on the football team, and also a very nice guy. so, jay & i are making out, and alan's dad (the h.s. principal) happens ( Read more... )