Ugg... it sucks how I can get so fired up about something in my life, only to know that I can't do anything about it. There are so many angles, so many thoughts, feelings, memories... I can't seem to deal with one without another getting in the way. It's a shame how one sided this ordeal is.
GAAAHHH!!! Am I so weak that a little dream can undo everything I'v worked so hard on this past month?! I though I was done with this... why was love made so strong a thing in this world, but expected to be forgotten in times like these. Happy 5th of July Everyone!