7 pizza rolls down and 3 to go...love my life.

I think i lost my amp, i feel like being shot.

Anyways, im not dead, i may be dying and life .....is dazed and confused :P

Today i am holding my breath. Sucking in the hopes that stomp on the thin ice of my sanity. Holding it in as long as i can, peace and silence for the 60 seconds that i can manage. Everything shimmering and wavy like a mirage in front of my watering eyes. Blood rushing to my face warming me into a comforted blood pulsing silence. Everything red and ( Read more... )

Just got off the phone with Joey because he's going to rehab. Right at this moment he's loading up his mom's trunk with whatever he could be allowed to bring for his month of sobriety and containment. Even after he's out he's going to be sober. Fuck, i'll be waiting at his goddahm front door with a bottle of Jack or B.V. just to say congrates. He ( Read more... )

So....some crazy shit has happened ( Read more... )

Alright, so here is life. Not the meaning, because the meaning of life is just some asinine question that people ask to piss everybody off and make them feel unsatisfied with themselves...nope. Life is just the things you don't like doing but must in order to get what you really want. Don't like school? Sucks but you have to compromise. It can't be ( Read more... )

A - Accent: Northern. With the "yahnoe" and the "eh?"....'cept im black....yeah thats right niggar ( Read more... )

FUCK!!! All her strength, her self-confidence, all of it bullshit in the face of close minded authority figures with something to prove. People more determined than me and i have only one option. Not an option. Not if i truely want to say " to hell with anyone i care about now". I can't. I'd leave them hanging with noone to come to. Chaos. Chaos. ( Read more... )

Have you ever been so sick of the stench of you that you found yourself lying face down in the vomit of life? Paralyzed? Helpless? Just lying in some strange ally way gargling and choking on the bits and pieces of your self-loathing and regret that managed to find its way out of your body. Staring into the disgusting map of your future, right there ( Read more... )

Cocaine and acid amplifing the problem, erasing the cause, breeding the emtion, harboring the insanity which holds the gun to your DeMiSe.Load the gun with DRUGS and take a hit. Does it hurt yet?

glitter rain stars...and milk