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poke your head out
let your lead out
lay down & cry with me

too many days trapped
away from myself
racing to be the first leaf
to leave the endless gutter

weighing on me now
still wondering how
life defeated me then
still wondering how
i never did as i said
why i never listened
to what i thought was my own wisdom

hey there man at the gate
let me by i'm gonna be late
or maybe i just want to feel important

so come on mister let me by
no time to talk i gots to fly
but i don't really know why i'm here

make your list
check it twice
you won't find my name
or any determinable reason for my presense

which is how i want it to be

sitting thinking
dying drinking
empty crying
beaten lying

cheated alone
damaged unsewn
pale monotone
cheated alone

motivated trying
arriving flying
standing abiding
trying striving
rejuvenating reviving

humbled awakened
forgotten forsaken
misjudged degraded
permanently jaded

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