Holy crap look at her away message for tonight:

jenntla: Out with the family...remember Actions speak louder than words.. Even if you are drunk...alcohol only intensifies your TRUE character!!

And if that statement was true, jesus christ i'm an outgoing sex crazed mother f'er.

So the new year was nice.Hung out with Jeni and her friend Bill, i drank wine and played pictionary. Doesn't sound exciting to most of you, but it waas REAL nice in comparason to a lot of my new years. I had fun ( Read more... )

Brian asked if i was happy and i readily replied 'yeah, i have john'. Yet i've been horribly depressed all day and fell apart when i found a 'short mail' from evan on my cell phone saying merry christmas. I wish i didn't have work tomorrow, i just wanna sleep. You can have a kick ass family, but they don't fill in a huge gap of friends and a love.

So i just decorated the tree and put ceramic snowmen all over the place. Came up here for a rest. Hopeing odviously that john would be online. He just DID come online, but i'm still updating in between IMs.I keep thinking of Evan on and off, how much i miss him and how much he use to care for me. Snowmen make me think of the pictures we took making ( Read more... )

So here's the update brian. Late, but none the less. I needed to babble it out eventually ( Read more... )

I was going to have an all out hatred private entry stemming from a scene from everwood. But i don't think that would help any. Maybe another day. The episode was good... Dr. Abbott being a fucking asshole, Dr. Brown being the understanding one. Ephram with his heart wide open , ready for a break. They had some quote, not sure what it was exactly, ( Read more... )

So i had kinda a shitty weekend. If Eddy asks me what i did, it's got wasted friday night, slept all saturday, and pretty much did the same sunday. I'm odviously upset he didn't call, but then again i wasn't really expecting it anyways. I regret being so forward now, because i don't have anything TO look forward to now. Atleast before it made me ( Read more... )

So i've had a real sh*tty day at work. Morning was fun , lunch was cool some people liked the tofurky some didn't. Then a screaming match between my coworker Alok and Amy (the little bitch) broke out above my HEAD. Putting my in the figurative and literal MIDDLE. It was insane, imature, and unprofesional to saay the least. But i'm odviously on Alok ( Read more... )

BLAHHHHHHHHHHHH Does he like me or not?! This guy i've been talking to on and off at work now for awhile. He works in the business side. Mentioned under the entry called 'husband potential'. But i don't know if he likes me!!!!! Please comment and tell me what you think ( Read more... )

Brian yes, babble once again about my new 'favorite tv show' that just started airing 5 weeks ago. Havn't written in this thing in ahile, but no one is online and i'm sure you two are passed out on the couch. I'm feeling down cause of that stupid tv show. How they remind me of love and first kisses and the butterflies in your stomach. I'm upset ( Read more... )