I don't even know what to think any more. I've been lied to. I've been given excuses and nothing makes sense any more. I wanted her so badly, and care so much for her. I don't know what I want any more or even what to feel. It's like the break up with Kate all over again. I just hear it ringing in my ears. You say you respect me shannon, but if ( Read more... )

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Im gonna go ahead and make this a public post...

Thank you everyone for making my 17th a great one. Normally I dont make a big deal out of my birthday, and although this "tradition" of mine remians consistant I did really enjoy the hugs and the birthday wishes, whether they came from in person, myspace or even as an away message ( Read more... )

( Ganked from Gannon who ganked from Kelly )

Im pretty much listless at the moment...it all is sinking in way to rapidly for my mind to fathom whats occouring around me. I cant help but feel upset, I cant help but feel sad, and even though these good byes are not permenant, it feels like it will be too long...too long till our next hello. I have realized I have more senior friends than I ( Read more... )

Du bist mein, ich bin dein
Des sollst du gewiss sein
Du bist verschlossen
In meinem Herzen,
Verloren ist das Schlüsselein;
Du musst immer drinnen sein.

You are mine, I am yours
It should always be this way
You're locked in my heart
And the key is lost;
There you shall always stay

--A German love poem

I have a feeling im not going to do so well out in the real world...

Right so this weekend again has been pretty chill. Its sunday, one more freakin day of exams. Today I went to church which was a great service and then went to my rugby banquet which was pretty fun...i got a purdy plaque *not the teeth kind* and just chilled watching highlights from our previous games...wow does it make me look like i suck haha. ( Read more... )

this amuses me...paige is going crazy with me killing zombies (we will get them all in my big ol truck haha), and Kelly my weaselicious Kelly is the Zombie lord...I dunno if I could kill her cause I mean she seems harmless enough...sitting at home...watching CNN...ya know, typical zombie stuff. haha
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