i'm sad, so sad. as soon as my mind pays attention to something else and i began to feel alright that constant pit in my stomach, the constant ringing in my ears of what happened, and the millions of things that remind me of us take me back to the reality that everything sucks right now. i want to talk about it, i want to for a long time and never ( Read more... )

of course i have only been updating this when im really upset, and this time should come of no surprise... i'm real upset again. I have people to talk to this time, thats not a problem. The problem is my confusion. i feel i have no sense of logic left in me. im trying to figure out just what to do but i feel like the answer is that key in the pile ( Read more... )

Dear Mr. Webster ( Read more... )

so i recently purchased a magazine, skimmed it... realized there was no fun quizes or embarassing stories and threw it on my desk. i planned to watch south park tonight, but since it wasnt on i needed to kill some time before the nip/tuck re-run was on so i picked up the magazine. i came across a letter written by a girl Natalie to her mother. it ( Read more... )

i am nothing more than a narrator to the story of my life. i have no say in what has happened, what is happening, and what will happen. i do, however, have the ability to evoke certain emotions based upon how i view the basic events. i have my own opinions about this story and my own feelings. i can portray and persuade what i want without lying ( Read more... )

A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road on a motorcycle ( Read more... )

*NOTE* the following was not meant and is not intended to disrespect or contradict any religion of any form... even though it may seem it? haha, read it anyway... yell me if ya want! i would looove it ( Read more... )

so i think that i left off on the last day of school...

well anyway, thusday im not to sure what i did. hmmm, um wow. for the life of me i really can't remember what i did. well jen slept over wednesday night, so i must of hung out with her... let me go ask her, h.o.

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MALIIT ISA 46: hey u slept over on wednesday right, the last day of school
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i dunno i dunno, ummmm ( Read more... )

im feeling the insignificance vibe again, and im trying so fucking hard not to let it devour me. presently my life is extremely boring and pointless-feeling. honestly, i feel i have way to few of friends. like in school, the majority of the time i'm alone. who do i hang out with after school? on the weekends? who do i talk to online? on the phone? ( Read more... )