you're taking things too far.
you're gonna fall for his lil games.
and when you realize this once again,
it's going to be too late.

don't let him get to you,
turn the tables on him.
make up your own lil game,
so that in the end, you'll win.

have you ever noticed that when hes bored, he comes to you.
but when he has someone, you guys are through?
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I feel really vulnerable right now.

Can you see me
Floating above your head
As you lay in bed
Thinking about everything
That you did not do
Cause saying I love you
Has nothing to do with meaning it

And I don't trust you
Cause every time you're here
Your intentions are unclear
I spend every hour waiting for a phone call
That I know will never come
I used to think you were the one
Now I'm sick of ( Read more... )

im really bored right now. im tired and sweaty cuz i just got back from a good run around my neighborhood. ive been doing a lot of thinking lately and im just trying to figure out what i really want to do with my life. anyway, im here alone in my house just listening to music and just trying to get the thoughts in my head to disappear. am i really ( Read more... )

First of all, I'd like to take a moment to thank everyone for making 2006 an interesting, fun-filled year.  Thanks to the people who were there for me, through thick and thin, and always attempting to cheer me up when I was down.  This past year was one of the most difficult years of my life, for now,  just because of the transformation that I went ( Read more... )

i now know how it feels to be left out.  i guess i kinda knew all along but i always tried to hide it.  i was in denial, but now, its out in the open.  i sit at home doing absolutely nothing, while my best friend is out doing something with other people.  seriously, since i have nothing to do, i sit at home rewriting all my notes from my classes... ( Read more... )

i think the time is coming that im gonna be solo.
changes are definitely on their way..
actually...it already began.
that sucks. i was actually starting to enjoy things the way they were.
oh well.
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so Kara got me thinking. she was saying how shes jealous of everyone having a significant other and how she wished she found someone to love unconditionally and i totally agree with her. its tough seeing a lot of people in school and around in general with their boyfriend or girlfriend and then me not having anyone. it's like, as much as i try to ( Read more... )

People change, just as the time, and people don't realize that every time you blink, a life is either beginning or ending. Time is precious. Live life to the fullest because if not, you'll always live in regrets. Why should you hold back on anything? Are you too afraid to let people know how you feel? Why not be honest with yourself and others ( Read more... )

that cant happen. you are just so undecisive. you dont know what you want and you do things to make yourself feel good at that particular moment and once its over, you feel guilty and even worse about yourself than before. you just dont understand that you are playing with people's emotions. i mean, you may think one person may not like you, but in ( Read more... )