This is where it all started.

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This is where it all started.

this site is somewhat of a wounded animal. it makes me kinda sad that people have been more drawn to one hundred word constant bullshit than a detailed, sometimes introspective account of ones day....hour.... or month. if anyone i used to know around this archaic social network still exist, hit me up again. ive moved to oklahoma in serch of a ( Read more... )

it only makes sense that by now the police and i have become way too familiar with one another. every time im given some slight hope things are going to be alright the reality that has been ohso obvious for years blindsides me like a drunk driver. total anihilation. fuck this goddamn town.

i could move to the midwest to live cheap and start this whole process over again but some aspect of this town, an aspect i myself am not even aware of, keeps me knee deep in the desperation and degrading behaviors littering this suburban habitat. no i am not lost, i dont need a home. i would however like a companion. not that wanting ever really ( Read more... )

its been an entire year since i last ventured to the computer contained shores of this little journal and if i even attempted to slightly sum up the events both amazing and tragic of the past year it would never relay the intensity properly to do my misadventures justice. i am in a predicament, as i always seem to be, and the outcome is so goddamn ( Read more... )

Lovers turn into monsters at the loss of all affection ( Read more... )

is it really that goddamn hard to just do what your suposed to? cus i sure as fuck cant seem to pull it off. im not really proud of much im doing right now. im completely head over feet for an amazing girl who has a life that makes any guess i could come up with as to where i stand completely blind. and its more aparent how much i am a ( Read more... )

i have no idea what the hell is going on, ive had so much dejavu and wierd ironic conversations lately that im just really goddamn confused. or i was. that is until i realized theres still nothing i can do but wait and see what happens. and for some reason i feel the need to be extremely vaugue in these stupid little journal posts. and i dont know ( Read more... )

im so good at sabotaging myself its almost funny. and by funny i mean creepy. i havent met anybody like this girl before. and i came so close to fucking the whole thing up simply because i cant believe that i have a chance with person like her like that. and by person like her i mean the amazingly gorgeouse one of kind genuinely infectious type of ( Read more... )