haha i just thought that crayon thingy was quite appropriate and actually right on the ball. you know how i am with abusing everyone. right. im sleepy. goodnight.

There's no one in town I know ( Read more... )

i fell so hard into this hole. i cant get out. i simply dont even want to try. once you tell somebody how you feel right from the bottom of your heart, it can't get worse from that point. at least you've gotten it out, at least you've made your mark, any small attempt is better than none. i cant stand sitting here and knowing he's sleeping and i ( Read more... )

If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened. Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you.

im sick, have been since two fridays ago. yep, fun stuff. so far ive missed school 3 days and work 4 days. and today is worse than all those days combined seeing as my FUCKING COMPANY WON'T LEAVE MY HOUSE!!!!!!!! i want to go back to bed until thursday... whats happening thursday? Im seeing Glen. yep, thats right, Glen. so happy fucking valentines ( Read more... )

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im finding out slowly throughout the week that Roland wants nothing to do with me, and i am really not that surprised.  i guess love isnt always fair and equal. i loved him so much it scared him away most likely... and he never felt like this about me, well maybe not for long at least. he's still the most beautiful thing ive ever laid eyes on and ( Read more... )

life is incredibly unpredictable. did you know that? im finding that to be more and more true as things happen to me.
i have noooo idea how to get over Roland. its killing me. fuck.

tony tony tony. he made my day....

interesting night. everything was short and sweet...well...maybe not all so sweet. i got out of work and called jon and hes like "my friends wanna talk to you" so i talk to these two hilarious hick kids for a while and they convince jon to come get me so they can meet me and shit. we go to bring one of them home and jons being a complete douche to ( Read more... )