God, I'm fucking homicidal.
I'm sorry, I know my anger is terrifying, but you'd be pissed too if your friends talked shit on you and half of them ignored you.
I just.. I feel really FUCKING alone right now and I hate feeling alone because it makes me feel like a freak and I don't NEED to feel like a freak.
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Don't comment on this part of the entry because I don't want to hear it. )