I haven’t really been doing anything lately. That’s not to say 3 months ago wasn’t hectic, exhausting and insane. But at the moment I am being relatively lazy. I forgot how much I actually missed writing in this journal to myself. it’s so helpful just to get everything you want to say no matter what it is off your mind. .rawr ( Read more... )

i finally have use of a computer for 1 night! woo ( Read more... )

Yeh ( Read more... )

i'm sorry i haven't been around much. i'm "recovering"

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Most people love you for who you pretend to be
to keep their love, you keep pretending - performing.
You get to love your pretense...
It's so true, we're locked in an image, an act.
And the sad thing is, people get so used to their image;
they grow attached to their masks;
they love their chains.
They forget all about who they really are.
And if ( Read more... )

I could be cold?

I can’t produce any dignity to fit my persona.
I’m a weak selfish person.
I am me.
I am too self involved to realize what is going on around me.
I’m obsessive-compulsive.
I am invincible.
I am despicable. -

[I hate everything about you, why do I love you?]I need adoration to feel anything ( Read more... )

i wish to God that you could understand manic street preachers like i do. the lyrics are amazing. my favourite all time band would have to be Nirvana, and drain you my favourite song. But placebo + manic street preachers have my love in a completely different way. i love their lyrics so frigging much. what is your favourite song??? or ( Read more... )

someone is copying and pasting my entries in a dead journal they created, before i put my entries on friends only ( Read more... )

No one likes to be alone ( Read more... )

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