I'm drowning in myself ( Read more... )

You only care about me on your terms. You only want me your way. Nothing I am, nothing I feel, nothing I care about is of any concern of yours, unless you can use me to benefit yourself ( Read more... )

Somehow I always end up where I started ( Read more... )

I keep abandoning this ( Read more... )

There is a storm in constant motion. Angry, wrathful and violent, swirling constantly around me. Winds howling as a wolf with no pack, ripping to pieces and distroying all in their path. Lightning dances up from the ground to meet the sky in ever burning anticipation, promising shock and sudden pain. Thunder roars, howls, moans - an inhuman ( Read more... )

When did life cease to make sense?

I don't know how to get off this train before it crashes.

I hope the crash comes soon.

Guilty ( Read more... )

Why do you pretend you care? Hypocrits, all of you. You wait until something happens, until you think my actions will turn awry, and then there you are, with your false comfort and your uncaring eyes. You show up with your soft looks and your air or tragic sympathy. You think being beside me will make you famous ( Read more... )

~I messed up again when I tried ( Read more... )

Dispair wells deep within my chest, a sorrowful foreboding of the pain to come. A noose that rests gently upon my shoulders, shivering with grim anticipation of what's in store ( Read more... )