I'm lonely.

I really need to work on not overanalyzing everything and on not taking things personally. Blah.

This is how cold it was today. I wore a scarf to prevent my face from freezing off and so the air I breathe out ends up directed upward over my face and both on the way to campus and the way back home from campus that hot air condensed and FROZE on my eyelashes. I was all crystally when I got to campus and when I got home. It was very bizzare. That ( Read more... )

In 2006 I have ( Read more... )

I wrote an entry a couple days ago but it's trapped on my laptop upstairs. Sometime this week I'll have to drag my laptop over to the library and tinker around for a while.

Amanda Jackson just friended me and she looks AMAZING! She is TINY! And now I feel even more fat and unattractive. :p

() Rocky Horror Picture Show ( Read more... )

I told people today I was all cried out, but apparently that was a lie. :( What makes it worse is I don't know exactly why I'm so upset, what I'm so sad about. I dunno...

Goodnight.

I'm so tired of crying. It's killing me to know that he's hurting and it's because of me. I want to give him a big hug, but that won't fix it, not anymore.

Is it supposed to be this hard when you were the one that did the breaking up? :(

Just push a little longer they say, it'll be fine they say. I've been pushing for weeks. And I have to keep pushing for another four. And I don't know if I have the strength to do it ( Read more... )