All I feel like doing lately is curling up in my bed and crying. And I hate it.

I've been doing so well at keeping it together even though I've had so much to do and been so stressed out. But then last night I just broke down. I sobbed and sobbed and sobbed. I miss my mom. I miss Jason. I have so much to get done and not enough time. I have no idea what I'm doing come May. I don't know how I'm going to pay for Europe. I dunno ( Read more... )

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Two months on Wednesday. :)

My left eye has been twitching on and off for the past six days. It's mighty annoying. I wish it would stop.

BAH. Life is hard.

I am very frusterated by my utter lack of self-control. I had a GREAT workout today and then tonight I had three pieces of candy and two mini ice cream bars. Which definintely put back on all those calories I burned off, plus more. No wonder I never lose weight. :p Grrr.

My left eye's been kinda sore the past couple days and I couldn't figure out why. Well this morning when I woke up I knew why. I woke up with a stye. So all day I've had a red, puffy, very hurty eye. Boourns.

I've been thinking about Gavin a lot lately. I REALLY miss him and Fraser. I keep worrying about how he's doing in his new room. I bet he's doing fantastic though. He really grew this summer. I miss all my kids. Maybe child psych or developmental psych is where I need to be heading, specialize in autism or something. Autism is something that doesn' ( Read more... )

Something is nagging me. Something is just sitting in the back of my mind and just making me really uneasy. And I'm not sure what it is ( Read more... )