Today I saw one of my best friends for the first time in months. That is kind of a lie. She is not just my best friends, she is my ex girlfriend. I tell people I am currently a non-practicing bisexual. I could probably say I was a non-practicing sexual, but that is a lament for another time. I loved Heather and we lived together for a few ( Read more... )

I must be going through a mid-life crisis. How can I be so big and feel so completely invisible all the time. This sounds extrememly childish, but I just have just been so frustrated lately. Maybe it is extended PMS. Or, maybe I just am invisible and I should be doing something important with this new talent, like bank robbing or something.

I don't mean to sound whiney... but I am one of those people who big amazing things never happen to. I could have one of only 3 tickets in a raffle, and I wouldn't win a thing. I am not unlucky.. just not lucky.. but guess what ( Read more... )

My back is out again, just like last year. I have been in bed for a week. I am so bummed. It sucks. That's all, thanks.

5 details about me:

• I am a Christian and almost all of my close friends are either agnostic or aethist, including my boyfriend.
• I prefer to be alone, or just at home with the boy and the cats, but get upset when I think my friends have forgotten me.
• I am a diabetic and do a suckass job of watching my sugar.
• I have nightmares ( Read more... )