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silver_eyes

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Jul 18, 2011 13:08

can i just skip this whole trip to ct and go right to san fran?

every time someone from ct says oh, when are you coming home? it takes PHYSICAL EFFORT not to scream at them ( Read more... )

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miss_darling July 18 2011, 21:06:04 UTC

sadface!

we will take care of you in s.f., i promise.

miss_darling July 18 2011, 21:07:37 UTC

also, i feel exactly the same way about redding. i love my ma and my friends, but when i think about the place as a whole, i want to light it on fire.

silver_eyes July 19 2011, 18:23:47 UTC

the funny thing is, i'm super anxious about the logistics of the sf trip--staying with lauren's mom, navigating public transit in a new city, spending too much money--but that anxiety is more bearable to me than enduring my hometown.
god. that fucking place.

i just want to give you the hilarious thing i made and have hugs and girltalk and threaten beez with ultraviolence if he doesn't impregnate you with millions of babies, dammit.

miss_darling July 20 2011, 04:29:14 UTC

when they say s.f. is the most expensive city, they mostly mean the cost of real estate. everything else is normally priced. the bus is $2, and there will be SO MUCH FOOD in my house, so it will actually be helpful if you eat some of it. and if you don't like anything that's in the fridge, beez is well-known for chef-ing up elaborate meals by request. i think it's less about hospitality and more about taking advantage of the opportunity to wear his faggy apron.

so, yes? it will be novel and a little bit stressful, but hopefully balanced by a metric fuckload of fun.

how are you not here already? FUCK, WAITING IS HARD.

m0rbidm00n July 18 2011, 22:20:00 UTC

this is how i feel about going back to MN. it leads to me self medicating booze/pills/weed for days before hand AND the entire trip while i'm there.

silver_eyes July 19 2011, 18:24:30 UTC

HA! i've been saving up the very last of my pills just to get through this trip. YOU UNDERSTAAAAAAAAAAND

mspackman July 18 2011, 22:57:29 UTC

yeah, i feel like this about montana. the only reason i go is to just get away from the stress of everyday life here. but when i am there i hate, hate hate it.

silver_eyes July 19 2011, 18:25:39 UTC

in some ways it's good because it reinforces my decision to move here--i wasn't running away from anything, i was running towards everything--but ugh, i don't feel like i need the reinforcement right now, yaknow? i'm happier than i've ever been.
(aaaaand somehow i think you feel me on that one, heh)

mspackman July 19 2011, 20:00:27 UTC

i feel you. i feel everything about that. it is so nice to be so *fucking* happy.