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Oh Coffee
Oh Coffee, I was up late last night but you don't care, you don't judge me. You're here to help with your creamy sweetness. That's a nice lie your telling me coffee, but I know your bitter side as well. You know I don't want breakfast, that's why I turned to you, but you know without it I'll get jittery, and a little crazy. Inevitably my stomach ( Read more... ) -
Today has been soo crappy
Well I will have to start with this weekend, although most of it was pretty awesome (even if it was tiring) Friday Brad and I went and got free brand new tires for his car because I have to most incredible boss ever. But.....Brad gave me the wrong numbers so it took much longer than we thought and I was sooo embarrassed because they didn't have a ( Read more... ) -
Witch Haven
I cannot even remember when it actually started but for a while now I have been dreaming of a place that I have named Witch Haven. Each night I dream of a different thing that happens there and each day I want to go back and live the life I do in the dream even though it's not always all sunshine and bunnies. Witch Haven is a community that I build ( Read more... ) -
At Davenport Fretting
I'm at Davenport waiting for Brad to get out of class and I was trying to get some homework done but now I just can't concentrate, I checked my delta account since they are suppose to be posting my student loan soon but all that's on there is a way to small unsubsidized loan. They are also suppose to send an e-mail letting me know when they post ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
I can't sleep, I'm not sure why, I'm feeling pretty tired but I just can't sleep yet. I'm back in school full time now and everything is going great so far, I'm kinda easing my way back into accounting I'm a little worried but I'm working pretty hard at it and I know I'm going to do great once I get back into the swing of it. Works going ok, I'm ( Read more... ) -
onward and upward (hopefully)
Well, I'm going back to school, at Delta. I'm going to finish up my accounting courses and possibly a physical therapy assistant degree so I can take my massage classes. I fell pretty good about it right now even though I thought I was going to be able to take summer classes and since there isn't a whole lot available for summer left I might not be ( Read more... ) -
Mom
Well mom called again tonight and fed me the same lines of crap she always does, I wonder if she even knows that she uses the same material over and over and over. Your dad and I are getting a divorce, my Dr. went on vacation with out telling me, I had a heart attack I mean stroke, I signed myself out of the hospital against the Dr.'s wishes, the ( Read more... ) -
chess and stuff
Brad and I went out and bought me way too much stuff for my Birthday because he is a sweetheart. Among the pile of stuff we bought is a chess set, its a learners set, each piece has the number of spaces and direction that piece can move. I really regret not learning chess when I was younger but I don't think I ever really had the chance or anyone ( Read more... ) -
Trying again
I'm going to try writing in my journal again to try to reduce my stress level which is apparently too high since I just got out of the hospital because I have a "minor cardiac episode". Right now Brad is at work and although I'm in a house full of people I feel lonely and trapped. I hate leaving the room because his parents are sleeping on the ( Read more... ) -
Walk
I went for a walk YAYYYYY. Its crazy hot out today but it didn't bother me as much as I thought it would. I have been trying to get at least one workout in a day but the ones I normally do are on tape and my vcr decided to die. So I'm trying to put new ones on dvd but while I'm waiting for that I decided to go for a walk. It was very nice, I ( Read more... )