I arrived back at the apartment today. It was empty. German's belongings had been removed from the room. It seemed so desolate. I realized then something that I had known was coming for a long time. I miss my best friend.

Life is going to be very different now.

Yeah, yeah, I know, I know. I can be a mite insensitive when it comes to the beliefs of others. But damn, I don't care who you are, you've got to find this hilarious. This shit is awesome:

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First Person Point of View. Subjective experience. It's really quite remarkable. I think about it so much. I want to understand it. I was talking to a friend from Americorps today about it who is similarly preoccupied, but his looks at things from a spiritual perspective. I'm much more of am impericist, but I accept his quest as "valid." ( ( Read more... )

I can't stop thinking about him! I haven't had a crush in so long. I've forgotten what it's like. But I have to admit, it's kind of nice to have. I know he'd never bat an eye at me. The chances are more likely Saudi Arabia will make Britney Spears their patron saint of Womanhood than that he would even think twice about me. But I'm totally cool ( Read more... )

Dude, fuck going to Mecca. Everyone should be required to go see Dan Deacon live once. The end.

It appears that J.D. and I have some things in common ( Read more... )

I'm here. Does anyone see me? I'm standing in the middle of this three-ring circus with a painted face, juggling (badly, I might add) and screaming at the top of my lungs ( Read more... )

I keep expecting to turn a corner or open a door and find what I've been looking for all my life. I expect it to be something small, insignificant, easily overlooked. It will have all the answers, everything. It will be the apex of my enlightenment, the highlight of my life. I don't know where it'll be, but maybe I've seen it before time and time ( Read more... )

I think I'm distracted. I'm making bad decisions ( Read more... )

They were right all along. About everything. All of them. Most of them. They were right. Two sides of the same coin.

I'm so tired of playing...
Playing with this bow and arrow