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1) What is elizile's shoe size? 9
2) If rajam and julsc were spliced together, what would it be like? hahahahhaha international
3) Is peachy41011 friends with peachy41011? i would hope she likes herself
4) Is uber_nerd715 popular? in my eyes
5) Do you think voltaire1802 is hot? BHAHAHA
6) What animal does meletor_et_al remind you of? a.. pony
7) Are voltaire1802 and faegrian_enid going out? hell no
8) What mental disorder does voltaire1802 remind you of? histrionic
9) Do sanamtala and sanamtala go to the same school? duh
10) Would voltaire1802 go out with honeyed_wasp? yes
11) Has meletor_et_al been to your house/dorm? yes!
12) Did voltaire1802 break up with you? psht
13) Is voltaire1802 dead sexy? what the hell. why are you so popular
14) Do you have a crush on jota13? o.. definitely
15) How many monkeys could uber_nerd715 fight at once and win against? 5.. unless she has nails.. then 7
16) rainbows1984's hair color? brown
17) Does jota13 have a crush on italianeyes272? hahahahhaha *ahem*
18) What is thexyboombang's favorite band/artist? soo many
19) What song/movie would you recommend to peachy41011? nicholas nickleby and pernice brothers
20) What video game does peachy41011 remind you of? sim city?
21) Would voltaire1802 and elizile look good together? umm.. no
22) Are voltaire1802 and sanamtala married? no
23) Is sanamtala a college student? yes
24) What is elizile's favorite food? chocooooolate
25) What is uber_nerd715's biggest flaw? she's.. a nerd?
26) Does thexyboombang drink? only if it's ocean water
27) What would you do if meletor_et_al died? omg.. don't even go there. i'd be depressed
28) How tall is faegrian_enid? 5'1''
29) Has faegrian_enid dyed their hair? of course
30) Do you have thexyboombang's screenname? yes. and you shan't get it unless you're hot
i wasn't planning on updating at all. just posting that quiz. not that anybody cares or will read it. it's raining. and i love it. my stomach feels really empty for some reason though. i have to be awake in like 3 hours.. exactly. fuck.
college is good. i guess. not living in the dorms is proving to be suckier day by day. i mean ok i have all day to do my homework in peace and quiet no distractions blah blah blah. but i feel so left out. i feel like i really dont have any friends. and what friends i did have are forging better, stronger relationships with the people in the dorms. hell, i can't blame them and i don't blame them. it's my fault. sometimes i feel like they're being nice b/c they have to. i feel like a burden. my friends from BA tell me it's just paranoia. but is it? idk. my friendship with bobby is like.. defunct. i think that's the word. it's not there anymore.. the friendship. it does make me sad cuz he was the first nice boy i met. my friendship with sam has grown considerably though. and i wouldn't trade that for the world. it's so nice to talk to somebody who gets it and isn't all "w/e. get over it." how i feel is important. i thought college would be different. i thought i'd finally have a boyfriend, finally get that first kiss. have "bosom buddies." but it feels like highschool. there's still drama. if you like a boy you still can't just tell him. you have to play games. and that brings me to another thing, it feels as though everybody has already hooked up with somebody. hooked up either in dating or just making out. is there something wrong with me? i just don't get it. the only real difference in college is i have some more freedom, but even that is constricted by the fact that my mom still drives me to school and even when i do get a car i'll have a midnight curfew.
i'm gonna miss a lot. i don't think i'll ever fit in. i don't think i'll ever have as close of friends. and i think once i get a car and don't have to bother people with letting me in the dorms when i get there really early or have to stay there really late or store my stuff in their rooms or stuff like that, my friendships will just slowly fall apart. if you can even call them friendships.
i just don't know. i hate how i'm feeling. i wish everything were easy. not so grey. i just want to curl up with my plaid blanket and sleep. and have good dreams.
here's to the nights...
Take the quiz.
Post your results.
1) What is elizile's shoe size? 9
2) If rajam and julsc were spliced together, what would it be like? hahahahhaha international
3) Is peachy41011 friends with peachy41011? i would hope she likes herself
4) Is uber_nerd715 popular? in my eyes
5) Do you think voltaire1802 is hot? BHAHAHA
6) What animal does meletor_et_al remind you of? a.. pony
7) Are voltaire1802 and faegrian_enid going out? hell no
8) What mental disorder does voltaire1802 remind you of? histrionic
9) Do sanamtala and sanamtala go to the same school? duh
10) Would voltaire1802 go out with honeyed_wasp? yes
11) Has meletor_et_al been to your house/dorm? yes!
12) Did voltaire1802 break up with you? psht
13) Is voltaire1802 dead sexy? what the hell. why are you so popular
14) Do you have a crush on jota13? o.. definitely
15) How many monkeys could uber_nerd715 fight at once and win against? 5.. unless she has nails.. then 7
16) rainbows1984's hair color? brown
17) Does jota13 have a crush on italianeyes272? hahahahhaha *ahem*
18) What is thexyboombang's favorite band/artist? soo many
19) What song/movie would you recommend to peachy41011? nicholas nickleby and pernice brothers
20) What video game does peachy41011 remind you of? sim city?
21) Would voltaire1802 and elizile look good together? umm.. no
22) Are voltaire1802 and sanamtala married? no
23) Is sanamtala a college student? yes
24) What is elizile's favorite food? chocooooolate
25) What is uber_nerd715's biggest flaw? she's.. a nerd?
26) Does thexyboombang drink? only if it's ocean water
27) What would you do if meletor_et_al died? omg.. don't even go there. i'd be depressed
28) How tall is faegrian_enid? 5'1''
29) Has faegrian_enid dyed their hair? of course
30) Do you have thexyboombang's screenname? yes. and you shan't get it unless you're hot
i wasn't planning on updating at all. just posting that quiz. not that anybody cares or will read it. it's raining. and i love it. my stomach feels really empty for some reason though. i have to be awake in like 3 hours.. exactly. fuck.
college is good. i guess. not living in the dorms is proving to be suckier day by day. i mean ok i have all day to do my homework in peace and quiet no distractions blah blah blah. but i feel so left out. i feel like i really dont have any friends. and what friends i did have are forging better, stronger relationships with the people in the dorms. hell, i can't blame them and i don't blame them. it's my fault. sometimes i feel like they're being nice b/c they have to. i feel like a burden. my friends from BA tell me it's just paranoia. but is it? idk. my friendship with bobby is like.. defunct. i think that's the word. it's not there anymore.. the friendship. it does make me sad cuz he was the first nice boy i met. my friendship with sam has grown considerably though. and i wouldn't trade that for the world. it's so nice to talk to somebody who gets it and isn't all "w/e. get over it." how i feel is important. i thought college would be different. i thought i'd finally have a boyfriend, finally get that first kiss. have "bosom buddies." but it feels like highschool. there's still drama. if you like a boy you still can't just tell him. you have to play games. and that brings me to another thing, it feels as though everybody has already hooked up with somebody. hooked up either in dating or just making out. is there something wrong with me? i just don't get it. the only real difference in college is i have some more freedom, but even that is constricted by the fact that my mom still drives me to school and even when i do get a car i'll have a midnight curfew.
i'm gonna miss a lot. i don't think i'll ever fit in. i don't think i'll ever have as close of friends. and i think once i get a car and don't have to bother people with letting me in the dorms when i get there really early or have to stay there really late or store my stuff in their rooms or stuff like that, my friendships will just slowly fall apart. if you can even call them friendships.
i just don't know. i hate how i'm feeling. i wish everything were easy. not so grey. i just want to curl up with my plaid blanket and sleep. and have good dreams.
here's to the nights...