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My husband makes histerical noises when he plays Halo Black Ops
Here we go again... GEtting back on the 'weight loss' bandwagon... Right now, I've reached about 230. That makes me want to kill myself, honestly. So from now on, its minimal breakfast and salads for lunch and supper. It sounds crazy but I need to be hard on myself... I don't want to waste my twenties hiding behind people in photographs... I want ( Read more... ) -
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I came up to my office an hour ago to start making Christmas gifts but have only succeeded in reading back entries of all my blogs... lamesauce... Tomorrow, I am going up to Kutztown to check out the art program and to meet with Thea for coffee... I am very excited about the prospect of missing work and catching up on all the shit I'm supposed to ( Read more... ) -
I need an iced coffee from dunkin donuts.
I am starting work again on Monday. Strangely, unexcited and a tiny bit fearful that I won't be able to keep it. Probably still feeling like I am standing on shaky ground from the last tumble with Berks Credit. My head has been declaring mutiny for three days. As in, aches and pressure. I think it might be this damn weather. Whatever. I can't wait ( Read more... ) -
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I have a million constant thoughts playing on loop in my head but I don't even know what to write. I'm really effing tired but I want to get up and go to the gym. Also, I really want the Deka job. Also, I want to pay off our credit cards, lose my weight and finish my tattoos. I can't wait to finish school and finally just only go to work and come ( Read more... ) -
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I have a million constant thoughts playing on loop in my head but I don't even know what to write. I'm really effing tired but I want to get up and go to the gym. Also, I really want the Deka job. Also, I want to pay off our credit cards, lose my weight and finish my tattoos. I can't wait to finish school and finally just only go to work and come ( Read more... ) -
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I need to see my therapist again. Scarface sleeping against my back is comforting but I need more help...Can't help but cry lately. At everything.... -
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Omg, seriously. Life is so friggin complicated and weird. Why am I still thinking this at 23. I still feel as angry, hurt and confused as I did when I was 15. I feel like smashing someone's face in. For real. It would feel so good to get out all that aggression in a follow through to someone's jaw. I feel like if I don't scream sometimes, there's ( Read more... )
