"smoking. it's religious. something about seeing your breath, breathing fire, feeling like a dragon or sinatra. i think sometimes i'll smoke myself new octaves." "..and dreams ( Read more... )

God why do things have to be so difficult? hhhhmmmm? So overview of what happend yesterday. I come to work excited about going with Aspacia to go see Jason play at Java Joes, sitting in my happy oblivion my little sister walks up to me and says I have some bad news. Tomorrow is you last day. So thats right boys and girls today is my last day at ( Read more... )

Last night was interesting at Java hehehe. Poor Dan and his luck. Hope he knows I'm there for him for anything even if its just to talk. Got Dan and Steph a toaster so this weekend I'm gonna eat me some toast ( Read more... )

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I'm a gonna: get more sleep, go to the doctor, work harder, get my liscence, be a better friend, save some of my money, enjoy my life, go to Austraila next summer, fix my car, get a cell phone, learn to not let the little things bother me (too much), spend time with my siblings, try to make ammendes with my father, respect peoples space, share my ( Read more... )

Mumble mumble mumble. I'm so sleepy out to Java again. Nice night just about everyone was there. Good to see people. Asked Meri if she was still mad at me she said "i dont know yet but I dont think so" Nice guess I deserved that. But after being at the shop I dont think she is to upset with me anymore. She is gonna come over and watch Pete and Pete ( Read more... )

I havent updated in a long time, my internet at home has been down and my computer is messed up. Damn technology ( Read more... )

::yawn:: I needs me some sleep. I get max 5 hours a night me the girl who needed 15 to have enough enery to roll out of bed to pee. But its summer and I want to be around my friends. So I stay out late get 4-5 hours of sleep go to work sleep in the car sit in a daze at my desk sleep in the car on the way home by this time the second wind had kicked ( Read more... )

My life is difficult and I think I make it this way most of the time. I like the wrong guys. maybe its not the wrong guys but the wrong time to like them. I'm so tired of it. Why why why. I don't know. Don't know what to do with myself any more. aarrrr. I'm a lame ass. At least I didnt like Dereck tons I already knew what was going on but why did ( Read more... )

So didnt write all weekend much to go over ( Read more... )