all alone
sketchy eyes
pearls in the afternoon
it always looked so alive
im being drugged
the auto service on the corner
the dumb ass driving the accord
graffiti always makes me smile
time to lay my head down
time to take a rest
she was bed ridden
and in desperate need of a prosthetic limb

i watch the birds swirl in the sky
the plane disappear in the clouds
feel my bladder grow more anxious with every hump and bump
green means go as he puts his hand over my mouth
reaching in my chest and grabbing my heart
a tin of altoids keeps me company
rattle, clank
credit cards and feminine care products are all thats left

tacos, beefcakes and splodge in my eyes
im answering private calls again
terrible with the facts
scars and homework in all the right places
J is for your right hand
sit back and try to remember
remember my name
blinking faster
mouth dry
palms down
that little blue toy
its all i need to look back

she had ripped them down
cut apart their very being
pieced it back together as she saw fit
remnants along her skirt
tied around her oily grey hair
and the centerpiece
the main attraction
the crumpled, mutilated remains laying on her shoulders
i can hear her muffled cry
walking through the streets
her voice is all she hears
her voice is all that

im seeing things
different colors
ball point pens
i love you for who you are
sitting in the sun legs gapping
is this where i belong
short tempers
petty cash
flip flops and little brown toes
and a gold toe ring thats been everywhere
kiss me and tell me you love me
in the dark and in the cold
kiss me and tell me something

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the sun rolls over my body
like a pig at the slaughter
im not doing the right thing
and the notes i left myself dont make sense
hands frozen
lose of blood
drooping eyes and distant features
ive missed the deadline
im behind in the race
but i feel ahead in the game

im in the darkness
ears pop
elliminate syphilis
that red shirt
the sting of my right nipple
the dream of a thong
my mans best friend
feel the water rolling down my back
feel the time float away
in my heart sits a computer screen
and you are there playing ddr

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