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A New Start
SO much has changed since I first started this journal, I need a place to put whats been happening in my life with these new changes and these new beginnings. I leave for college next Friday and i am very nervous for that but that's the future, and I need to start with the past ( Read more... ) -
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"We all want to die like movie stars" you said,
as you jumped from the height of our cutting room floor.
While above us
glowing, exploding,
our dreams burst forth in light in death.
Hold me and tell me,
"We'll burn like stars.
We'll burn as we fall.
Watch as city lights
dance for us." -
Eminem - Beautiful
Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everyone has a private world
Where they can be alone
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me, and I'm reaching out for you
I'm just so fu-ckin' depressed
I just can seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to ( Read more... ) -
drugged up happyness
You don't know ( Read more... ) -
[mind]fucked
i read stories about people being lost; getting
high,
drunk, or trying to
fuck their problems away...
and i wonder.
i listen to my friends tell stories about their escapades in another state;
high,
drunk, or their latest
fuck...
and i wonder.
i watch my friends do some pretty stupid shit while
intoxicated:
high,
drunk;
alone or with a
hookup...
and i wonder.
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paper bag
It’s times like these that I wonder why I bother at all. I feel nauseous, pain grating at my cheek every time I move. It’s then that I realize I had abandoned my perch on the couch and am now lying face down on the floor.
My fingers dig into the thick carpet as I push myself up. My vision leaves me and I stay on my knees, dry heaves threatening at ( Read more... )
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