Just thought I'd update since the last freak out.
I'm doing better, but still f-ing stressed out.
I have a couple of prospects for a DJ, but right now that is my most daunting task. We ordered the invitations, and now I need to get the flowers. I have no idea about flowers.. I'm really not into them. If any girly girl is reading this and would like ( Read more... )

This is too much.
I'm grieving the loss of my old job.
Fearing the start of the new.
Trying to plan a wedding in 5 months.
Still being mom and wifey.

I don't want to do it anymore. This is too much. How about everybody just fucking show up to the wedding, okay? Do I really have to write a stupid verse for the invitations? YOU SHOULD SEE HOW STUPID THEY ( Read more... )

So my life is about to change in a major way. Hopefully a good way. I got a new job. A new, fancy job in San Fran working for AIG, making 44k/year starting salary. That is $10,000 more a year than I make now, or $21.50/hour which is substantially more than I make now. The benefit package is outrageous. 401k matching, pension plan, full medical/ ( Read more... )

My mom, ever so graciously, watched Isaac on New Year's Eve. She got some of the cutest pictures, so I thought I'd share em with you.


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Amazingly, I lost 13 pounds in about a month without even trying that hard. I decided that I was going to start eating better, but I didn't even change my ways DRASTICALLY-- and it still worked. Wanna know how?

I eat one hardboiled egg and one piece of whole wheat toast for breakfast--nothing  more, nothing less. The protein in the egg and the ( Read more... )

When I wear my Mary Jane shoes
I can escape from the blues.
The whole world seems a little bit brighter.
My heavy steps get a little bit lighter.

Oh, my Mary Jane..

When I wear my Mary Jane shoes
I enjoy to spin the ones and twos.
Music has another dimension
And I can dance with a different perception.

Oh, my Mary Jane...

---Fergie, Mary Jane Shoes

I got my replacement phone yesterday. I can't believe I went for over 2 weeks without a cell phone. I did miss it, but it was also kind of nice. My new cell phone is amazing though. 1/3 the price of my old Razr and 10000x better. Its a Samsung Trace and I <3 it. Its the same number, so you can commence calling!!

Isaac is the coolest 2 year old I've ( Read more... )

I feel like I am at a crossroads in my life.  There could be so many changes soon and all for the better. I can't really go into detail until it is all finalized, but everyone please send a prayer up, or send me your love, or whatever you do to give someone good fortune. I'll let you know how it goes. :)

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When our leader no longer represents the will of his people, I have a hard time feeling as though I live in a democracy.

When the people make their voices and opinion clear and they are still ignored, I have a hard time feeling as though I live in a democracy.

By the people, for the people?