so in like 5 days or so alan will be moving in with me. i'm excited but scared at the same time. things are wonderful with us. i love him so much. i know he's the one i want to spend the rest of my life with and it is wonderful knowing that. i'm with him all the time except for when we're at work...i stay with him every night...i don't know things ( Read more... )

so me and alan are now "officially" together ( Read more... )

i went and surprised alan at work today.
i walked in and he came up to me and said damn you are beautiful.
it made me smile.
he makes me smile.
i'm so happy i've finally found a nice guy
i really hope i don't screw this up...

so it's been awhile since i've written anything ( Read more... )

things are actually going pretty ok right now...well, kinda ( Read more... )

well today was definitally interesting...well, technically it was yesterday, but i just got home, so yeah...whatever ( Read more... )

so apparently i made one of my friends mad...i'm not so sure what i'm supposed to do...what's done is done. i've made choices i can't take back now...i'm not perfect...sorry ( Read more... )

so i finally finished my paper...yeah, it is 5:45 am...fuck! i'm exhausted...hopefully it all makes sense and isn't just rambling like i normally do when i type when i'm sleepy...oh well, at this point i really don't care. i'm finished and that's all that matters, right? i hope i do well on this paper. the final page count: 11 pages long. damn that ( Read more... )

it is 3 am...i'm STILL working on my paper that is due at like 4:30 this afternoon....yeah...real fun. and i would just say fuck it, but it is my midterm in psychology that i'm working on...yeah, that's a pretty big grade...i really should stop procrastinating...it seems all well and good but now i'm gettin kinda stressed out, i'm EXTREMELY tired ( Read more... )

i need to get off my ass and find a job. i am completely broke right now...like no joke, my checking account says i have $0.00 in it. yeah, doesn't that suck? i need to stop spending money on pointless crap. i need to stop spending money on everybody at the apartment ( Read more... )