I couldnt remember the days. They all seemed to fade, like the memory of you. I knew my days had turned into nights, and for a second I dared to hold on to a speck of hope. I hoped that you would return today, but I couldn't remember the days, and like the days, I couldn't remember that you were gone for good. Taken forever, without a goodbye. When ( Read more... )

i miss my friends. i miss my family ( Read more... )

so i finally made it!.... i'm here with my honey in delaware.
it took a while, and after a long battle of how i would get here (which i lost by the way) i got here on December 17. 
the plane ride seemed to last an eternity and i landed in philadelphia around 5 in the afternoon. i have to say, i was soooo nervous as i got off the plane because i hadn' ( Read more... )

Remember who held your hand,  when you stood over the edge
     Who was the one who pulled the trigger, who was the one that made that pledge
And I held you close each night, while I wiped away your tears
The one who stood by you, and understood all of your fears.

Remember who held your hand, as you walked into the night
And the one who ( Read more... )

after what seems to be an eternity...  i've finally  found the happiness that i was in desperate need of. it's been so long since i updated this journal, i've forgotten some of the things i've posted! but looking back now, they seem to be just milestones in my life, and memories that i can choose to look back on or simply forget. 
for those of you ( Read more... )

i sit
sit here and take you in
after days of being gone
sit here trying to help
help a man i've never known

i watch
watch you throw your life away
for just a few simple beers
watch you surrender all you have
the way you have for years and years

i wonder ( Read more... )

He's a good man ( Read more... )

I will build a wall around my heart ( Read more... )

My day to die is almost here ( Read more... )

How do you fix a broken marriage ( Read more... )