There's so much Hate in this world today. Our songs and movies reflect that. I see people on myspace posting lyrics with violence and cruelty, allowing them to justify their selfish non caring manner ( Read more... )

So while feeling great I've been kind of down lately. I mean I am happy to have a job and all that. But it seems I barely have time to catch up on sleep let alone anything else. I certainly didnt expect them to start giving me 35-40 hours a week right after my 3 training days. I'm also more easily annoyed by certain things. Like ppl calling or ( Read more... )

I worked a 10 hour shift today. Picked up some extra hours because they were short handed. I love work but at the same time its exhausting. But its still a high. Even working at McD's. I started working as a tech in high school, while I was trying to kick drugs. Since then if I am not working I drink and get into drugs. When I am working I am fine ( Read more... )

SO work has been going well. I'm glad to be back working again. Even tho I have to get up at 4:30 AM and I'm passing out everynight before midnight. Its a relief. Plus its a job I go in and work and have a bit of fun and get paid. Not a whole lot of stress. Unless you count bitchy customers. Why is it no matter how nice you are they feel like they ( Read more... )

So in light of past events... is it really so hard to tell the freakin truth ( Read more... )

Off to work on 2 hours of sleep.... ugh.... caffine...caffine!

I have to get up at 4:30 am. Its now 9:30 and I am exhausted but I cant sleep. We came across a dog in the road. She was still breathing. She died. It was horrible to watch and even worse to feel ( Read more... )

Lately it seems all my friends are down. No matter what I say or try to advise its never the right thing ( Read more... )

So Mike found The Pilgram's Progess for me. A book I read at 14 and am sure I lost some where around 16. I loved it. I even slept with it. (a little extreme I know but I had a queen sized bed and all my favorite books were piled on it. Others included the Phantom Tollbooth and my $500 copy of The Divine Comedy ( Read more... )

Ugh so I have... had this friend Sean. And he's always bitching about life and not doing a damn thing about. I've gotten him jobs, drove him to work, gave him money for nice clothes, and he still manages to lose or quit those jobs in less then a month and then he bitches some more. He's 24 living with his grandpa. Doesnt have a car because he got ( Read more... )