In much of Christianity there is an inner turmoil. What's right, what's wrong, what people are good, what people are bad. You see all these people preaching the 'right' way, the 'only' way ( Read more... )

I'm talking to my friend Saul. To fully understand what I am talking about you may have to know the few other times something like this has happened. I think I breached it in my blogs about Chris. I'm too tired to explain it now ( Read more... )

Snuff lyrics ( Read more... )

Tonight Mike and I are going to go see avatar with his mom and I think Jordan and Lauren ( Read more... )

Ack the pain is coming back. /sigh I had a whole pain free month. Now I'm getting sick all the time again and the pain is damn near constant through out the whole day. Oh well. Guess I got to start a savings box to go to Planned Parenthood and have a female appointment and get some birth control to help my fucking endromitriosis shrink again. God I ( Read more... )

ugh now I have to remember to change dates again ( Read more... )

Today I went with mike to a church in bloomfield hills to play vollyball with some church ppls and Chris and Aaron and Mike. I screwed up my wrist pretty bad. But I had tons of fun. Typing=very painful, write more when I can!

Although I really enjoy the holiday, friends, family, and sitting with Mike listening to Christmas music in a dark room with candles and a lit up tree, its a little misleading ( Read more... )

in dire need of sleep or I might....Zzzzzzzzzzzz.....

Went back for the second night of auditions and did a solo piece. Seemed to go well. I think that I am pretty content as is. If I dont get a part its no biggie because what I have done in the last 2 days has been such an extreme step forward. I broke down all of my defenses and let myself be open and fun. Pretty much let myself be me in front of ( Read more... )