All parties are refusing to tell me anything. So I fucking quit.
"Oh yes, please help us, as long as I dont have to do anything." Thats all thats coming out.
"Its too painful... the only way is if I talk to him, no one can help us."
Whatever.

.... I dont know how to handle anything at this point. I dont know what to believe at this point. I am a sleepie sin zombie ( Read more... )

This was the orginal email sent out by me ( Read more... )

Ok no more on the case of X for awhile. I have put forth an effort and engaged in email discussions with X. Its not going so well. Since Luke is the only one to read this I will ask if he wants to see the emails or not.
In the meantime Mike and I get to be polar bears tonight! Yay!

What does it mean to be a fence sitter? Does it mean indecision? Or does it mean to see both sides ( Read more... )

We got til the 27th to move so that relaxed the time quite a bit, although we are making great progress, with the play and everything we were def pushing our limits. So tonight and tomorrow we can pretty much just chill ( Read more... )

Ugh. I AM NOT A SIN ( Read more... )

On top of visiting Chris yesterday I went and saw Grandma Friedli, the mom of my blood father. When I was 8 my parents got a divorce. When I was 11 Papa (my real dad) left the state. Daddy (my step dad) took over from there. My mom told my sister and me that Papa left because he didnt want to see us ( Read more... )

Saw Chris yesterday. He'll be ok for a bit I think. I'm actually not that sure ( Read more... )

Just waiting for Bash to come grab me so we can head out to see Chris. I'm nervous. And excited. And if I was a non fixed boy dog I'd be peeing myself right now. lol ( Read more... )