While I was in Hawaii I finished reading Kiss My Tiara by: Susan Jane Gilman. This is a book I picked up in the self-help section at Barnes and Noble. I don’t frequent that section (perhaps I should), but she is also the author of one of my favorite books- Hypocrite in a Poofy White Dress. I thought this book was really great. It was simple, made ( Read more... )

I have a moral dilema. I love my boyfriend very much and one of the reasons I love him so much is that he is such a great person and such a great friend. I consider him my best friend, in fact. The problem is that he keeps this girl around as a friend. Now I have no problems with him having girl friends...I just have a problem with this particular ( Read more... )

I'm home. Thank God I am finally home. I have not slept since yesterday morning due to the overnight really horrible flight and then a job interview this morning. In fact, I'm not sure I have had a decent nights sleep since I left. So much for The Waldorf collection being deluxe. Maybe it was because they fucked up our rooms and I had to sleep on a ( Read more... )

Aloha! I am finally here on the beautiful island of Maui staying at The Grand Wailea resort. I survived 6 hours on a plane! It turned out that the flight was 6 instead of 8 because it was a direct flight- yay for me! Even though my family was traveling with 5 children we managed to only have one spilled coke and one bout of tears. It was not so bad ( Read more... )

I leave for Hawaii on Wednesday and I am stressed out about everything that needs to be completed prior to my leaving. The truth is...I don't really want to go. I don't feel like spending seven days trapped on an island and in a hotel room with my parents and the rest of my family. I dont feel like worrying about work and knowing that I should be ( Read more... )

Life is certainly full for me at the moment. It’s full of really awesome and really bad and I’m not sure where I stand at the moment. I believe I am balancing there on the pin’s head afraid to move. I am going to Randal’s company party tonight. I am getting my hair done, getting a pedicure, going to the most adorable little guy’s first birthday and ( Read more... )

It has recently come to my attention that even though I might have plenty of totally awesome qualities such as: a very attentive nature, the fact that I like to cook, I love to be clean, neat and organized in my personal appearance as well as my home, I am punctual, intelligent, hard-working and caring. I will give anything I am capable of to a ( Read more... )

I have to give props to my boyfriend because without him this weekend would have been hella lame. I woke up on Friday morning and got dressed up all cute because we had a company party at his work. Sometime that afternoon he pointed out that because he is terrible with schedules and just about anything relating to time management we did not ( Read more... )

What have I done? Have I forced a path that was not meant to be? Would it be better that I had left the forest alone? I feel lost and confused, but because of the medication I don't care. So often I see a smile staring back at me and there is laughter and love in that face, but is it real or is it only the face of my imagination?

How many Diet Cokes does it take to keep a Chelsey awake when she's accidently taken two of her anti-anxiety pills? Apparently a lot because I am on number 3 and it's only ten minutes after ten. I'm thinking that muscle tension must also be a side effect because everytime I move I almost cry from the pain in my neck and shoulders. Futhermore, the ( Read more... )