I think when I drink, it subdues the depression. Sometimes I wonder where I'm going or why I'm doing it. I guess I'll never really find out until I get there. There is too many things to sit and think about. It's frustrating. So many things I would like to say, so many feelings I'd like to express. One day I'll get there. I hope.

Tawas just isn't the same. I don't know why I keep going back.

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I am actually in shock, Actually kind of humored at the moment. I have never wanted something/someone so bad in my entire life and with how the story goes, you never get what you want. Good luck on your adventure with life. Your trials and tribulations. I will wish no ill will upon you. But as for you saying that you wish I could be hurt the way I ( Read more... )

I feel the trouble coming on. I met someone last night. He is super cute. Hahaha This doesn't look too good. Thank you Sarah for introducing me to your neighbor.

It only hurts for awhile. But in the end, you'll sit and wonder why it even hurt at all.

I'm going to try and appreciate people for who they are and the world for what it is. I am really going to work on being this better person. I will not burn bridges, even though there are some people I could care less about right now. I will accept everyone and everything. Life is too short not to. And I am noticing this too quickly. I can tell in ( Read more... )

Time to say goodbye to old endings and say hello to new beginnings. I think I have been long overdue for this. I will always have feelings that remain, but this is probably for the best. I need to focus on myself right now. Because really, all I have in the world is myself. I have my friends and I have my family but I am the one who I have to deal ( Read more... )

I think it's funny when I am actually ready to try and work something out with someone, I get avoided for two weeks just to be told that they have moved on. Wow, how the fuck does that make me feel? It's not that the ideals of love between us are different, because they aren't. And don't tell me I need to grow up because I have grown up. You wouldn ( Read more... )

I feel like my whole world just fell apart. And it only took a few words.