I never in a million years thought heartache could hurt so bad. Travis, I'm praying for you. You are a fighter, you can overcome this. You are an amazing person, one of my best and long term friends. I feel like a chunk of my heart was taken out. Please baby, pull through. I'll be by your side through it all.

Oh road to self-destruction tastes so sweet right now. I think it's about damn time I start living life a little recklessly and enjoy myself. 

 So I am back to having baby fever. Yuck. I went and saw Shawna today. I haven't seen her since we graduated. But I was in Lansing and conveniently she was just 4 minutes away from where I was picking my car up. It was wonderful catching up with her. She still has the same "bitch" attitude. =) Which was nice that she hasn't changed. Her and Jj are ( Read more... )

This is how crazy things have been.
I went up to Tawas and realized how long and boring that day trip felt like. It was the first time I saw Kirk though in almost a year. He looks fantastic! And he is clean. It was so nice to see him. I can't express how I felt through it. He was how I remember him as being my best friend. Not the stranger at the ( Read more... )

 I think Ashley got her first taste of death. Her roommate from college commit suicide the other night. She is real upset about it. I keep telling her that there is nothing she could have done but she still feels awful. The other girls seemed to have gave Letha (the girl who hung herself) a real hard time. I guess after the year ended, Letha had ( Read more... )

 I think everything is looking up. I have the most fantastic boyfriend, I just purchased my first car, and life is going good! 

I want a break. I'm sick of working 7 days a week to work 40 hours. I know it's a job and I love what I do. But I hate that I HAVE to schedule two weeks in advance to take a day off. And then it still isn't even sure if I'll have that day off. I drive across the country it feels like. It's just frustrating.

 Look who is in a relationship! hahahaha
Wow, my life just did a 180. Lets hope it stays good.

 I think I'm taking a chance. I'm not sure I like taking risks, but this one is worth it. It's funny how one event between two people can change everything. I was doubting relationships. Devin and I went and saw the Deftones and it changed everything. The whole aura of the situation changed. I thought I was some side-bitch joke to him. But I think ( Read more... )

Should I go down the already set road, with a relationship that I already know? Or should I make a new path and actually take a chance?