I need to grow up and stop living in my own fantasyland. I'm far too focused on the perfect, the ideal, rather than the real.

and that, my friends, is why I will never fall in love.

What 80`s movie are you?
Bill & Ted's Excellent Adventure

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so caroline can't come tomorrow ( Read more... )

I find that a lot of times when it's been a while since I've written, I lose interest because every time I sit at the computer I either a) have wayy to much on my mind to even consider putting into coherent thoughts let alone typing it all out, or b) feel like I have so much to catch up on, yet when I finally start to write I can't even think of ( Read more... )

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I do NOT look like jamie lee curtis! at least i hope not..

I was told something tonight (in quite graphic detail) that I can tell will be the cause of numerous sleepless nights. I hate the world, I really do. I hate this war and I hate hearing these terrible things and I hate that there are people in the world who actually justify them--not to mention those who commit them. I don't know why I'm clinging to ( Read more... )

I thought after last Friday my over-stressed, overwhelmed, over-everything-ed self would have calmed down some.. but the end of ap test seems to be having the opposite effect. and I don't understand. I find myself way more emotional than I usually am and everything just seems to be going wrong and I'm constantly down on myself for one reason or ( Read more... )

I was just thinking.. there's no such thing as young and free. it's the ideal situation. all you want when you're young is to be free, and once you finally are, you just want to be young again.

this is the part where I completely stress out because I suddenly realize that the ap test is in less than 48 hours. delayed reactions can be a bitch ( Read more... )

I basically just wrote an entire entry and deleted it. reading it back once made me realize that I really just wasn't saying what I wanted to. it's weird, sometimes I feel like I think in a foreign language and translating it to words that make sense just doesn't seem possible. I'm constantly thinking about what I just said/wrote and finding things ( Read more... )