I've been so tired lately. all I want is to sleep.

I'm sure I had a point in updating, but I've forgotten what it was.

[edit: this wholeeeee thing came out wrong. let's just pretend it didn't exist.]I'm becoming self-conscious again. for a while it was really getting better and I wasn't worried about those sorts of things, yet it's back and I'm ( Read more... )

( survey from kath )

( baby ryan <3 )

Post any memory you have of me in the comments.

ps- I saw the most beautiful hit ever yesterday. GAH. I wish I could hit like that.

an hour and a half. lsdfjlsdfjklsfj. =(

I'm really tempted to just not go to NYSSMA today. of course I will, but it just seems so pointless to go. there is no way in hell I will do well because I can't sing the goddamn song. bleh.

MY COUSIN HAD HER BABY THIS MORNINGGG!!! Ryan Jacob. and oh he is the absolute most adorable thing in the entire world. he's so tinyy. me and mom went to the hospital after my singing lesson. there was so much traffic though, so what was a 15 minute drive from westbury to manhasset turned out to be over an hour drive so yeah I missed the ap review ( Read more... )

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I miss being so sure of everything. I miss playing silly little games with my brother. I miss friends from long ago that I never see anymore. I miss when being sick meant a day of bed and tv, not a day of worrying about what I'm gonna have to make up for school. I miss when 10:00 meant The Wonder Years was on nick at night. I miss The Wonder Years ( Read more... )

I am such a little girl at heart. somehow I feel like I always will be.

umm.. I feel like updating, and it's not that I don't have anything significant to say, it's that I just don't have the energy to say it. because, you know, I ramble and I don't feel like spending hours at the computer ( Read more... )