If I never knew you

If I never felt this love

I would have no inkling of

How precious life can be

And if I never held you

I would never have a clue

How at last I'd find in you

The missing part of me

In this world so full of fear

Full of rage and lies

I can see the truth so clear

In your eyes

So dry your eyes

And I'm so grateful to you
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i went chick-flick-ing w. joaquin...bought sheet music (IM SOO HAPPY---WIcked and CHICAGO are the best!!!)spent time w. my parentals...grabbed coffee w/ devin....visited an old friend...and realized what an amazing guy he is once more...and like WOW its been summer and i waited like till 3 weeks before i was leaving to see him...lame of ME (but ( Read more... )

I am so incredibly sick of the drama...I hate having fun, and a great time...and at the end of the day still aching inside. I hate trying to forget, I hate going against what everything inside of me is telling me to do. And its like either I will loose my friends, or I will loose myself. Tough choice right? i have 24 days left in sacramento. thats ( Read more... )

With Gavin degraw....

Memory...

Hail to the light that my baby watches me
In the darkness of the window
I can hardly get to sleep
Wish for the hour that
The nighttime soon shall pass
And the morning dew will bring us
To a day our souls can last
Love has a reason
There's a meaning to the world
We're giving loveSituation candlelight ( Read more... )

I destroyed jeans today, was feeling rather violent
I still havent brought myself to crying
I just cant
Listening to comforting friends
and clueless parents
vertical horizion on the player
away messages...that fail to describe it
holding on just hurts
and letting go is impossible ( Read more... )

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Rob Thomas sings my life...

........Now comest the night...

When the hour is upon us
And our beauty surely gone
No you will not be forgotten
No you will not be alone

And when the day has all but ended
And our echo starts to fade
No you will not be alone then
And you will not be afraid
No you will not be afraidWhen the fog has finally lifted ( Read more... )

I smile, because I am ( Read more... )

excerpt from Songs for a new world ( Read more... )