good lord i haven't updated in like five years ( Read more... )

i leave tomorrow. i'm torn between being excited to leave, anxious to meet the new japanese roommate, and antsy to be done with miami. i'm thinking about booking a ticket to somewhere...anywhere... maybe do that whole spin the globe thing. if there was a u.s. globe, that is. maybe i'll be able to visit the roomie in tokyo...sometime in the ( Read more... )

3 more days . . .

today was umm... bad. no not bad, just emotional. emotionally bad. and one eye is slightly swollen shut. i hate drama...fighting, crying, blah blah blah. and i hate doing it alone ( Read more... )

i got an exquisite publication today that i've already mauled through... it's lit my fire to get my recording done when i go back to mia. it's all about drive ( Read more... )

today was gorgeous. i think i sat outside and did nothing but write for four hours. being outside is better than any inside. i need to find more local outsides that make me smile ( Read more... )

i wish i could know what is going on inside of my mom's head. it's so strange to think that someone who gave birth to you, who raised you and made you, partially, who you are can be a complete stranger and have beliefs, emotions, a whole life you don't even know a thing about. it makes me sad, and it makes me want so much more from my own life ( Read more... )

open hearts are broken floors ...

so i'm just realizing how many friends i have that are leaving very soon .... camille's going to spain, sean's going to london, beautiful's staying in hawaii for a semester, jordan's going to texas, the germans are going back to germany.... and then, after the whole caitlin mishap - a situation that goes to prove just how much i hate drama and flee ( Read more... )

i've only been home for four days and i already want to get out of this town. so many things about it make me feel trapped. so suffocating..