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[sinister676]

It's been awhile. Time to update. Things have been shitty and rather than whine about it, i've just felt like keeping it all in. But here goes...here it comes spilling out. I don't want your sympathy...im just updating

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[xyellowrosex]

well, at least you can take joy in the fact that livejournal loves you:)
see you monday night baby

[hammerforge]

Wowza. You get the dubious honor of beating the downward spiral I have been on for the past 2 months. Good luck.

[bellasdead]

sinister, sweet, sober hugs
let's try to rhyme so we can be thugs!
shutup, butthead

<3

[digitallullaby]

Hi darling, sorry to hear about your grandmum and everything else. You know you can call me whenever you like, day or night...anytime. I'm always going to be here for you. Plus, it would be nice to hear from you, I miss you dearly. I've been meaning to get your addy from you, I have something I've been wanting to mail to you. I'm getting pretty tired so I'm off to bed. I love you. And dont you ever forget it. Hope things rise up for you soon. <3

[sourgasm]

the only reason the world spins is to ensure that the last day you existed will not be remembered as your worst.

if it makes you feel any better i was watching the waking life today and it reminded me of you and some lines fell into my head from somewhere know not the location of. started writing a song about you :P

--

let me put this simple
im a fucker not a fighter.
i want to find a girl
ive never known before
then i wanna find myself inside her.

i want to show her a world
free of deceit.
ill spit my mind on the floor
and when i say im forever alone,
i mean it.
it's not an empty cliche
derived for your scene,
contrived to be cool;
a play on obscene.

i'll wake up tomorrow
and leave this bedside.
but atleast i screammed hello,
before i sighed good bye.

cause

day by day im losing me

and its not unexpected

or hard to see.