Things are so cool. Me and my mom are like, idk, our relationship isn't so bad. We talk for hours and Its so nice to be able too. She even called me up and was trying to show me this cool thing on t.v. It was nice. Derek and I hang out a lot and he and I have been really cool. He told me the other day that I am really cool to hang out with finally ( Read more... )

So making new friends isn't as fun as I thought it would be. Lots of people are dumb and suck. But I am fine so why do I care. So in the last little while, I thought I was sick. I rapidly lost about 7 pounds, and was unable to sleep and I wasn't able to eat much. I go to doctor to find out its because of something stupid ( Read more... )

Well Im doing well. Im making a few changes and feeling better about things. I can't wait until I can get out of the house but not as I used to be. My mom has been in surgery and today fell and hurt herself pretty bad. I been doing what I can to help out at home but Its hard. Im no longer angry at my family. I'll never enjoy anything if I always ( Read more... )

"Better Than You Know"

Do you think I'm gonna find it in a traveling show?
Between the legs of a woman that I hardly know?
Deep in a place where the devil is as white as the snow?
Or do you think I wouldn't might it if I finally go,
And change my life from a ribbon to a marvelous bow?

The one to gaze at my insides
Will find me liable for these crimes
Of ( Read more... )

Kill me now

I don't think people use this as much being out of high school. Sounds logical when you think about school being the source of most peoples lives. Now that there is no "high school drama" there isn't anything to talk about. Well maybe because the friends I have on this don't actually post much anymore. Well, I don't have very many friends on her

"Blinking takes up time, and you got to turn a profit" The Eden Express ( Read more... )

Well since the last time I really posted, I was still in high school and having lots to do. Now I have graduated and have a job which I feel is good and having the most wonderful girl by my side. Really I have nothing to complain about. Well I still live at home which isn't great. But, I do hope that I can get that out of the way also.

Even though ( Read more... )

You know what I noticed? My journal page looks different. Its not the same colors or style I had it as before. Remember my grey, black, and small amounts of red? yeah, thats wierd.

Hey, I have a picture. Soon, I will have own custom pictures....non moving kind