Why does it seem that the time I need someone the most is the time Im most alone...
Sadly I probably listen to you if you told me to leave and not come back. Unless your like my mom and say that then say "If you walk out that door I'll call the police"

Sometimes I feel like I was ment to not have contact with humans, like today, yesterday. I enter a room...the people leave because well, I entered it. Today The people didn't even want to enter the same house as I, next they won't even give eye contact...then don't even want me on the phone with someone in the same room as them... And that kids is ( Read more... )

You know out of most bands releasing new cd's lately, Papa Roach's "To Be Loved" Is decent, I actually enjoy it. I hope Linkin Park's up comming release is good. Music-It makes me not feel alone when I am alone, probably why I like it so much...

I just remembered I have to get up early...

Ryan

I don't understand. How can someone who supposedly loves you tell you that you can't do anything on your own, that you treat everyone like they're dirt. Am I really that bad? I hope I'm not blinded to my actions. I don't think I'm perfect or that great, but I don't think I'm too bad either. I just wish I can get away to somewhere where I'm not ( Read more... )

Anyone have a ok computer that they are not using and that they want to give to me?

Just to let you know as far as I am aware, I don't have a stalker. I don't believe my previous post about stalkers was very clear... I was just watching a program on t.v. about stalkers so it was just on my mind.

1. Name ( Read more... )

No, Im dead, Yes I know you were thinking that my lovely stalker who uses this journal to plot your next deed. Shocked to hear that I know you are there, Well the roses and chocolate didn't give it away. So yes, if you would can you confront me, because having a stalker is creepy ( Read more... )

God, who "does" think I do enough. I swear, I don't do enough for anyone. Of all people, my sister... She was probably the one family member that I could easily get along with. But since Im an "employee" she treats me like a "employee" and asked my boss to make it a rule that I can't talk to her about work anymore, only him. (even though she is my ( Read more... )

So fall ( Read more... )