Goodbye my friends ( Read more... )

I've been thinking about what I would do if by some accident that I would have a child to bring up. I would be in two minds about its upbringing; rules and such standards for safety and shelter, but I would like it to also have free will and learn to make choices by itself. Even then I'd prefer the choices to be right ones, like not going off and ( Read more... )

Rest in peace, Kevin. A passive observer to the world; always a pattern of watching, considering and approving. Wise and truthful, your life represented more to me than I let on but in some ways you are happier without the spot light. It is amazing that you suffered throat cancer in silence rather than bring down good spirits of those who ( Read more... )

There are times when I feel humanity hates me. I am the only one in the world internally angry and frustrated that such a place can exist. Damn those few punches that I took when my phone was stolen. £30 is too little to survive on. Curse that bus driver who pulled away before I could get to the bus stop in time thus rendering me ten minutes late ( Read more... )

And she's gone. I'll see her briefly at Waterloo before she goes to Paris in a weeks time, but it feels like we've broken up already. In a way we have, just holding onto a dream that is fast ending.

I have never ceased a relationship on such good terms before.

Forget all that bollocks I said in the last post. It doesn't really justify what I intended to say but I can't word it so that it does. Anyway, I painted this for her since she gave me this a while back.

So here it is.


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My CV is 1000 words long, and almost 4 pages. I should definately write all CVs while high from now on. It flows so easilly I could have easily written this lj post on the end of it and make it work.

Time to do my student loan application.

And we're back.

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Okay, I was bitching about not seeing people so I'm officially having STD Fest 4 tonight.

Yes, this is a running picture post.

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Right guys, challenge time ( Read more... )