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Since Sunday night, I keep randomly bursting into tears. Well, maybe it's not so random but it keeps happening because I feel sad and normally I can control it better. Again, I feel so alone. -
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I rolled a natural 20 on anxiety today. #dndreference -
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Last night I ate cold Chinese food from the take-out container standing at the counter in my kitchen and thought, Is this the epitome of single life or what? -
in which I ponder
Sometimes I can't decide whether reading a book or watching a movie that makes me cry is cathartic or if it just makes me sad about things in my real life. -
Robin Williams
I hate hearing so many people saying that he was selfish and that suicide is the most selfish thing a person can do. I tried explaining to someone that when you feel that terrible, you don't think that your death will matter to anyone or you even think that it would be better for them if you weren't around anymore. I know that I've had those ( Read more... ) -
if I ever have so much money...
if I ever have so much money that i need to pay someone to do my taxes, i won't have to worry about it, because i'll have the money to pay said person! -
i can never decide if i like peanuts or not.
i can never decide if i like peanuts or not. -
Ophthalmologist
The verdict: (1) My pupils are fine. The are unusually large, but they will constrict. It might cause extra sensitivity to bright light, but that's manageable. (2) It seems I have chronic allergic conjunctivitis WHICH I TELL PEOPLE ALL THE TIME when my eyes are a mess and they're all like, "Ew, go home!" I have new, different antihistamine eye ( Read more... ) -
grad school
I never wanted to go back to school. In fact, when I finished graduate school in 2004, I said, "I am never going back to school again!" The freedom I had from the feeling of never having a guilt-free moment was gone, I didn't have to write papers, it was glorious ( Read more... ) -
please, no more
I feel that feeling, creeping in again.