I feel wretched today. The combination of Cherry’s accusatory words and Jeff’s blog drifting through my mind’s eye makes my chest tight. I feel like I’m deep inside the muscular coils of a giant snake. I can’t seem to figure out what to do with myself. I woke up at one and I actually climbed out of bed at two this afternoon. I picked up Mrs. ( Read more... )

      I went to bed at 7am this morning after going to IHOP with Courtney and Cherry. When I woke up at 2 this afternoon, I picked up Mrs. Dalloway and I didn’t mind reading the preceding two paragraphs from where I left off as a refresher. Simply delightful!
Going out with Noelle after her job interview this afternoon. I’m tempted to go to IHOP ( Read more... )

I love love love Virginia Woolf’s Mrs. Dalloway. It’s the most abstract book I’ve read… ever- or at least in a very long time. (But probably ever.) Stanzie introduced me to the movie the Hours and she read the book last month. The passage about the bustle of the city on page 4 reminds me of her. The Hours never fails to be the perfect movie ( Read more... )

I’m tired and waiting for my World of Warcraft patches to go through. According to Blizzard, I have a wait of about 5 hrs ahead of me. That won’t work with my schedule so I’m just going to finish this gingerale and apple vodka that mom made for me and go to bed. I talked to Jeff for an hour and half tonight about him stating to date this girl, Beth ( Read more... )

Before:  I’m so broke I probably shouldn’t have spent $30 on IHOP last night. James would just be so mad since we’ve been talking about me budgeting my money. I’m about to leave to go pick up Charles, Cherry’s little brother and take him to work at the Olive Garden in Humble. Poor Gale is such a wonderful car, so loyal. I guess Cherry and I are ( Read more... )

I was gonna go buy some sonic for brunch because I’m hungry but I talked myself out of spending the ten bucks cause I really don’t have the cash to flush right now. Then, mom called and offered to take me to lunch so that was nice…. Guess I better go get ready. Sushi time!! The new budget should help my wallet and my waistline. I ( Read more... )

I have to get ready for work. I’m just thankful that I actually have hrs this week and that my headache is gone. I haven’t talked to James much the last few days because his internet is out and we seem to keep missing eachother txt and call-wise.

Dad is downstairs watching a Mexican new station that Tivo taped over It’s Always Sunny. No, Dad does ( Read more... )

               The budget went out the window when I found some purple Halloween jamma pants with bats on them, 2 Halloween shirts, 2 long-sleeved shirts, a skirt, a onesie for baby sasha, 2 matching blouses for Cherryanne in different colors than mine, some jamma pants for James (they glow in the dark and I’m definitely more excited about them ( Read more... )

               I’ve decided I need more money. I want to buy a bodice or a dress at Renaissance Fair this year. I may even want a Renaissance wedding (or at least for one of my friends to have one!!). I’m probably just saying that cause I saw some pictures from one online today but it looked super, super fun. I want to buy Millie a three story cage ( Read more... )

12:30PM - I slept for 18.5 hrs last night thanks to my opening on 4 hrs sleep two days ago, not napping, spending the night drinking and smoking, then opening again. Since my mattress is that of a long-term prisoner, I woke up with back pain periodically to find a pleasant txt from James or Aggie. When I finally decided to wake up this afternoon, I ( Read more... )