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I have this friend...
It seems like I can’t sleep anymore without writing.
I have a friend. She is very beautiful and very unique. I feel like everyone who meets her has a crush on her. She is very considerate and extremely intelligent. She’s with a stupid boy who doesn’t deserve her. I can’t tell you if he doesn’t know what he has or if he doesn’t care yet, but I can ( Read more... ) -
lazy day off =)
I have been writing… every day. But, reading back through them reminds me of my mental chaos and the things I shouldn’t share with people. Some of the entries are on scrap-paper in my nightstand, some are posted on LiveJournal on “My Eyes Only”. I have been in a poor mood for days but today seems a little better. This is my 201st Livejournal entry ( Read more... ) -
Try me
I guess skype isn’t just for perves. When Cherry told me she was skyping with a bunch of people I laughed a lot, cause as far as I knew it was only for Cybersex and holiday chats with relatives. I guess everyday people use it as just another form of AIM or Facebook chat… weird. I’ll just have to set up my webcam again and get it working.
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Thank you A/C Man!
Dear Diary, today I learned that ringworm is not a worm at all. It’s a fungus! Thank you, Ross.
This is such a beautiful song… I love it. It’s one of those songs that I like to turn up all the way in my car, so I can feel the words and the music in my chest and in my bones while I drive down Red Bluff. It’s been stuck in my head for a few days like ( Read more... ) -
small concession
Tonight I wanted to call you on the my drive home from BWW with Kevin and I almost txted you twice today while I was at work. Kevin and I stayed til midnight so he could get whatever dumb Halo game from Gamestop at the midnight release, and there was a line of nerds outside. I’m allowed to say this cause I’ve probably dated a handful of them ( Read more... ) -
Boo...
I’m almost too frustrated to livejournal. At this time, im pretty cried out and I’m just going to pop in Princess Bride since Kim still has my copy of Corpse Bride. If I wasn’t dehydrated already from sweating in this 10 x 18 ft-ish sweatbox, I’m dehydrated now from all the tears. Myles may not have left a void but you have. I missed your ( Read more... ) -
I celebrate breakup anniversaries now, I guess.
It’s 12 days shy of my 1 yr mark from the Jeff & Chelsea breakup anniversary.
Some of God’s creatures are so amazing. I’m watching a single ant pull a cricket across my bathroom floor by her antenna. It reminds me of the parable of the ants and the grasshopper. (On a more morbid note, when I found she was still alive, I had to free the ( Read more... ) -
Sad Kahlua
"This will hurt"- Closer I’ve spent the night at Cherry’s moms place smoking and drinking the most delicious kahlua-laden coffee. Teresa’s homemade kahlua poured from a jar into some HOT coffee was a welcome sight. It burned my mouth but I didn’t want to stop drinking it. It’s the second best cup of coffee I’ve ever had. (The best cup was ( Read more... ) -
His gift
Not sure what time I work tomorrow. I probably won’t call until I’m already late for my shift. I feel like I should be mad that my boyfriend and his Marine buddies try to get strange girls to flash him on some chat site, but somehow it doesn’t bother me. It just bothers me that it should bother me. I’m going to chalk it up to a profound trust in ( Read more... )