Ok. I'm losing track of how much time I've been off now. It seems like forever.

I feel a bit ungrateful right now. I know that I am very lucky to be alive. I am very lucky that I didn't lose my leg either. I'm not feeling that glad to be alive, life changing experience that I have heard others report. Maybe it hits after all the rehab is done?

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New Years. Its just another day. 2005 started with great expectations but was, frankly, not a very easy year at all. Its the year that I just had to accept that sometime between my 31 st and 35th birthdays - my fertility disappeared forever and that Natasha will be my only biological child. I am still recovering from my November 17th car accident ( Read more... )

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I bet you are dying to know how my parents are doing. We were over there last weekend so I will share some of the breakfast time talk with you ( Read more... )

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I'm sitting in my pyjamas waiting for the swelling to go down in my legs.... even with support hose on they are swollen. The refrigerator is upstairs, like some kind of siren, advertising that it is chock full of food that I would love to munch on. Well, more devour than munch because I really haven't been savouring my food much lately. But I must ( Read more... )

Can you believe it? I am actually all by myself. I really don't know what to do with myself and it will only last for a few more hours ( Read more... )

If you had ever said to me that I would be willing to take pills that would make me gain 30 lbs and give me a round face, I would have thought you were crazy. Then if you told me that I would inject myself in the stomach on a daily basis, I would have laughed. Me? Daily injections? I used to have to lie down for a blood test. I am deathly afraid of ( Read more... )

Two nights ago I had this dream where I was leaving my house to go and pick Keith up from somewheres. It was night, very dark and the street wasn't well lit and for some reason, I wasn't living in a cul-de-sac but on a country road and there was a stream on the other side of the road ( Read more... )