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[sixshadesofgrey]

 I can't fucking take this anymore.  It shouldn't be this fucking hard to fall asleep and to wake up and to fucking exist.. i can't do this anymore.  It's 7:30am and i havent slept yet and I called my mom to try to explain to her that I can't do another doctors appointment today.. I need to try to sleep.. i slept 13 hours yesterday to make up for

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[amexper]

My heart goes out to you as always. I hope you feel better, and if the doctors know anything about your condition(s) they'll understand you missing some appointments.

[sixshadesofgrey]

Thank you. :)

[mela_4_me]

*hugging you gently*

I know where you are on this, sweetie. The stress and the cold are doing a huge number on me this year, and I have been totally wiped out too. You do what you need to do to get some rest, maybe ask your doc for something that can help you sleep? My doc has me on Amatriptiline, which is an anti-depressant. It has the welcome side effects of helping me sleep AND helping with the pain.

[snugfit]

If your Mum's that stressed about it then maybe she'd spring for a taxi. Sounds like you're in no state to be getting yourself there.

*hugs* and spoons.
(I bought a new cutlery set the other week - I've got some spoons to spare for you)

[sixshadesofgrey]

"(I bought a new cutlery set the other week - I've got some spoons to spare for you)"

That made me smile.. thank you :)

[mariz]

I'm so sorry it's been rough for you. I totally get it. I'm responding to this now because you mentioned your hips hurting. Mine used to hurt a lot too. Before I got CFIDS, I had tendonitis in my hips from having bad knees from when I injured them ages ago and didn't have health insurance.

anyway, what has really helped my hurt hips is oh shit, i can't think of the name! they put it in my iv at the docs. it's something like glucathion. i definitely notice a difference from that.

i so wish i could make you feel better.

much love, many hugs and spoons,

m

[sixshadesofgrey]

Sorry it took me so long to respond.. I slept 13 hours last night and I had way too many doc appts this week :P

[mariz]

Hey sweetie,

I'm glad you got some sleep! Yes, I still see Levine and get the IV and a shot from her. We've recently changed it and I think it's helping more.

For me, I think when my hips hurt it was because when I slept I didn't more at all. So it hurt because they'd been in the exact same position for about 10 hours.

Thanks so much for your love and kindness and support. It really does make a big difference to me.